I have taken steps to start being alot nicer to myself. I have decieded that I am not and have at no point been imortal as much as I would have liked to think so. So this proces involves less general hedonism, which means I have to cut down the mass ammounts of alcohol but most of all, I have to stop eating After Eights. They are slowly but surely ruining my life. People think they have problems with addiction to heroin, coke; all these things have nothing on the pure, sleazy rush you can gain from eating too many wafer thin mints in a short space of time.
I am feeling kinda human today, I was up before the sun, which is usually when I go to bed. I have eaten at least 7 green things which were involved in lunch, all I need to do now is get a few litres of water into me and I will start resembling Oisin. I don't know how I got so fucked up. Seriously after chrstmas I didn't even look like me. I still have a headache but I am going to cure that with the water. I am begining to think that bars hold nothing but Demons.
Speaking of demons. I had the most fucked up dream (induced by eating to much cheese before bed I think). I dreamt that I was back at college and I went to my old workspace, where there were all my friends and all these new guys, so I get introduced to these guys . The next thing some one pops some champange, and all is well but one of the new guys takes a swan dive out of the window and we are 20 stories up. So there is mass panic and we are trying to figure out what happend, when this passes a bit I go downstairs to have a smoke, and the college has turned into a a hotel so I go to the lobby for a smoke. There are 8 guys sitting around very intensely smoking very intense ciggerettes. I ask them if they were anything to do with the suicide, to which they repiled, "We are the angels, its the demons you have to worry about." They then evaporate into the smoke they have just created. It was scary how vivid it was, but that was only the start of it, I could fill a book about that dream, it was so intense the whole way through.
I think I have done enough....
Oisin.
I am feeling kinda human today, I was up before the sun, which is usually when I go to bed. I have eaten at least 7 green things which were involved in lunch, all I need to do now is get a few litres of water into me and I will start resembling Oisin. I don't know how I got so fucked up. Seriously after chrstmas I didn't even look like me. I still have a headache but I am going to cure that with the water. I am begining to think that bars hold nothing but Demons.
Speaking of demons. I had the most fucked up dream (induced by eating to much cheese before bed I think). I dreamt that I was back at college and I went to my old workspace, where there were all my friends and all these new guys, so I get introduced to these guys . The next thing some one pops some champange, and all is well but one of the new guys takes a swan dive out of the window and we are 20 stories up. So there is mass panic and we are trying to figure out what happend, when this passes a bit I go downstairs to have a smoke, and the college has turned into a a hotel so I go to the lobby for a smoke. There are 8 guys sitting around very intensely smoking very intense ciggerettes. I ask them if they were anything to do with the suicide, to which they repiled, "We are the angels, its the demons you have to worry about." They then evaporate into the smoke they have just created. It was scary how vivid it was, but that was only the start of it, I could fill a book about that dream, it was so intense the whole way through.
I think I have done enough....
Oisin.
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Just saw the pic of your dad when he was young... wow if you didnt put a comment down saying that was your dad I would have sworn it was you! The resemblence is remarkable!