Have you ever been in a position when Its 4am, you are staring at some thing that can only be described as a pot noodle; wondering is there more to life than this existential need for more money / more stuff.
I think I have gone beyond the point of coveting women because I know I could never make any one of them happy. I think about it all the time; how good a girl smells, how soft she, feels her breath on my face when we are talking quietly.I feel so emotionally numb from working I am thinking that the only way that is going to happen is if I pay some girl. I know I love to over exagerate but I just want some one to kiss me, fold me up, and take me home.
I am with Freud on this one. Only I am an exception to the rule.
Peace and Biss Cakes my friends.
Roger. (oisin.)
I think I have gone beyond the point of coveting women because I know I could never make any one of them happy. I think about it all the time; how good a girl smells, how soft she, feels her breath on my face when we are talking quietly.I feel so emotionally numb from working I am thinking that the only way that is going to happen is if I pay some girl. I know I love to over exagerate but I just want some one to kiss me, fold me up, and take me home.
I am with Freud on this one. Only I am an exception to the rule.
Peace and Biss Cakes my friends.
Roger. (oisin.)
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If you're thinking about money you either don't have enough to survive, or you're fundamentally unhappy. You knew this already, but sometimes you're unhappy about one thing when you're really just plain unhappy and it has to manifest itself into tangible worries. I think what I'm trying to say is that you're very sexy and all, and I remain this unattractive, aging bundle of wasted potential who can't really carry off any look and the only charm I have is a niave, childish one. You on the other hand are very sexy. More later.
Maybe you need to get out of the rutt you are in, do something completely different... would you think of travelling for a little while just to sort out some stuff?