I think I am sick.....
Not in the I got the cold, I think its the flu kinda sick. Not in the I have some virging cancerous growth forming on what I used to call my lungs kinda sick. More in the I didn't take care of my body; I have a low liver function, my colesteral is through the roof, I am probably anemic and I have had my mobile phone too close to my testicles all these years kinda way.
I really need to sort all that out cause I feel like shit, like everyday I wake up with a hangover. I am constantly dehydrated and basicly have developed a cacoon of self-depracting depression mostly because I sleep far too much.
And I wonder why I don't have a girlfriend or get laid that often.
This is going to take some time to fix. First step is to find out if I have all these things wrong with me, then fixing them will be one step easier. I also think I might have a problem with alcohol. Alot of people have a problem with alcohol. I love drinking. The thought of not allowing myself to drink scares the shit out of me. Seriously I am scared of both drinking and not drinking although I would be alot better off if I didn't. I just don't want to think about it. Does anybody have the number for AA?
This my friends is the Grim Fandango!
Oisin.
Not in the I got the cold, I think its the flu kinda sick. Not in the I have some virging cancerous growth forming on what I used to call my lungs kinda sick. More in the I didn't take care of my body; I have a low liver function, my colesteral is through the roof, I am probably anemic and I have had my mobile phone too close to my testicles all these years kinda way.
I really need to sort all that out cause I feel like shit, like everyday I wake up with a hangover. I am constantly dehydrated and basicly have developed a cacoon of self-depracting depression mostly because I sleep far too much.
And I wonder why I don't have a girlfriend or get laid that often.
This is going to take some time to fix. First step is to find out if I have all these things wrong with me, then fixing them will be one step easier. I also think I might have a problem with alcohol. Alot of people have a problem with alcohol. I love drinking. The thought of not allowing myself to drink scares the shit out of me. Seriously I am scared of both drinking and not drinking although I would be alot better off if I didn't. I just don't want to think about it. Does anybody have the number for AA?
This my friends is the Grim Fandango!
Oisin.
cosmia:
Umm, go to doctor? Remove the phone from your testicles. I don't know why you don't have a girlfriend, it makes no sense to me. NI Alcoholics Anonymous: 02890434848. Are you ok dude?
kc:
Mate, I hope you're feeling a bit better today. I think you're just a bit stressed, I suspect mainly because you're feeling a bit lonely and you're still sad about your dad. I know it's a bit crap but I don't think you're really in serious trouble; you sound far too self-aware. You could do with some cheering up alright though. My plan for you; take a gentle weekend away, go to a hotel with a fitness centre near the seaside, spend hours rotating between pool, sauna, steam room, jacuzzi. Repeat until comfortably exhausted. Drink lots of tea, walk on the beach. Eat some nice food. Give yourself a bit of time without any other agenda. That's my idea anyhow 
Works for the mind and body
Works for the mind and body