Well thanks, SGers, NONE of you replied to my last entry! If you didn't see it, go look...it's about new music suggestions.
Got my oil changed and tires aligned today. I gotta get my 30,000 scheduled maintenance soon...but everywhere I've asked so far is charging and arm and a leg. (Gotta love old shitty cliches) I also have to take my car in to get checked for the fact that i get TERRIBLE gas mileage.
On a side note...I really hate being in a situation where you want to make amends with someone...make things right, even if over time, with someone that you care about and love a lot...not necessarily someone you are in a relationship with, just someone close to you....BUT....something just doesn't click...something is fundamentally wrong...with one person, with both, doesn't matter....things just cannot get fixed.
Normally if it gets to that point (which it doesn't....I don't deal with drama or bullshit so I normally tell people to fuck off at this point lol), I kinda just have to concede defeat. But I can't....I can't imagine not having this person in my life...but I know if they are in my life right now...even with them being "changed" and even with a conscious effort on both of our parts to make things work as friends....it will just continue to be extremely toxic to me, and continue to unravel me from the inside, as it has been the last few months.
I'm not really asking for advice or consolation...I am the king of advice and usually know how to fix anything..even if it's not necc doable but....at least i know what needs to be done. Here, I am at a complete loss, because everything I've done has been thrown back into my face, and it just feels hopeless. We aren't speaking at the moment, and it's going to have to continue that way....who knows, maybe for good? I really hope not.
BTW the new Poison The Well CD fucking blows. Some cool parts, some really cool guitar playing but all in all, very boring. They need to get back to their roots! No matter, doesn't stop me from seeing them next Thursday at their last minute show at Churchills....it will be cool to see them in a tiny place again, plus I have a feeling that they won't be doing much new material....woo!
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Got my oil changed and tires aligned today. I gotta get my 30,000 scheduled maintenance soon...but everywhere I've asked so far is charging and arm and a leg. (Gotta love old shitty cliches) I also have to take my car in to get checked for the fact that i get TERRIBLE gas mileage.
On a side note...I really hate being in a situation where you want to make amends with someone...make things right, even if over time, with someone that you care about and love a lot...not necessarily someone you are in a relationship with, just someone close to you....BUT....something just doesn't click...something is fundamentally wrong...with one person, with both, doesn't matter....things just cannot get fixed.
Normally if it gets to that point (which it doesn't....I don't deal with drama or bullshit so I normally tell people to fuck off at this point lol), I kinda just have to concede defeat. But I can't....I can't imagine not having this person in my life...but I know if they are in my life right now...even with them being "changed" and even with a conscious effort on both of our parts to make things work as friends....it will just continue to be extremely toxic to me, and continue to unravel me from the inside, as it has been the last few months.
I'm not really asking for advice or consolation...I am the king of advice and usually know how to fix anything..even if it's not necc doable but....at least i know what needs to be done. Here, I am at a complete loss, because everything I've done has been thrown back into my face, and it just feels hopeless. We aren't speaking at the moment, and it's going to have to continue that way....who knows, maybe for good? I really hope not.
BTW the new Poison The Well CD fucking blows. Some cool parts, some really cool guitar playing but all in all, very boring. They need to get back to their roots! No matter, doesn't stop me from seeing them next Thursday at their last minute show at Churchills....it will be cool to see them in a tiny place again, plus I have a feeling that they won't be doing much new material....woo!
layka:
hello.
haushinka:
Thank you! You're lucky enough to live close by. 