ohtheirony

When I saw that first picture, I knew...
When I read what you said, my heart sank...
You drifted further and further away...
You declared what I had hope to never hear you say again...
When I read that, I died a little inside...

I am seriously considering starting a parnormal research group.

I am not your fucking butler.

It's always odd to find pictures of an ex online.
Naked pictures.
Like, close up pussy shots.
Wow.
I didn't need to go back there...
Fortunately, she's not on here - that I can find.

My balls are now elligible for the Macy's Parade.
Last night, she gets all tipsy, makes a bunch of suggestive comments (among other things) and then promptly passes out on the fucking couch.
Nice.
Strange is starting to look like a better idea than this. Sheesh.

Great.
A dry spell for the foreseable future.
I don't think sex is too much to ask, not when I rarely ask for it.
Fuck.

God, I am a depressive sonofabitch!
The trouble still exists, and it only goes deeper and deeper, but I have decided to let it go.
I have resolced to have some time with no contact. I'm putting that in writing so I feel compeled to stick to it. Otherwise, I would just find a reason around it. That's what I did yesterday. Now, it's in...
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And it begins again...
After over a month I was finally starting to return to some semblance of normal. The DT's for this girl had finally started to wear off. And then I get myself sucked back in and WOW does this rabbit hole go on for a LONG ways.
My only regret in this life is that I never pursued that life with her....
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I have to admit, a blow job AFER sex is pretty fuckin rockin.

II don't want to be here anymore.
I want out.
There's no earthly or heavenly reason to prevent it.
I can see it happening - feel the bonds slipping lose!
Done

I don't want to be alone.
I want HER.
There's no reason in heaven, on earth or in hell that it shouldn't be so.
I can feel her wrapping her arms around me, smell...
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I have opened a flood gate that I cannot shut...
I've had these ideas in my head for almost 8 years now, and just the simple act of mentioning them to another person, the one person that has always pulled the truth out of me without even trying, and I'm so miserable I can't even see straight.
My days are running together, my nights are...
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OMFG!
I cannot get this girl out of my head. It is decidedly inconvenient too.
Of course, I do enjoy seeing her face every time I close my eyes....
*heavy sigh*