good times good times...will write more later kiddies 
devilman40k:
Hopefully it's some cheerfull news 
Note to self~
Current mood: morose
DO NOT out yourself on the line anymore!!! it only backfires in your face!!!! or you get a huge blow to the ego....not a good time!!!
Currently listening:
American Psycho
By Misfits
Release date: By 13 May, 1997
Current mood: morose
DO NOT out yourself on the line anymore!!! it only backfires in your face!!!! or you get a huge blow to the ego....not a good time!!!
Currently listening:
American Psycho
By Misfits
Release date: By 13 May, 1997
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devilman40k:
Aw sweety don't feel bad. Just don't ever give up. Like babys fall when they try to learn to walk but they get back up. Fear is learned so just keep trying. I'm the same way though i never talk to girls i talk but i never hit on the to nervous 
lotuspod81:
Hope it is better now. Have a good holiday season
Have a good holiday seasonwork is kicking my ass right now!! Sunday 8am-Wednesday 11pm, is far too much for one gurl to handle...I know it's a good job, and I feel great when I get off and I know that I've made those days good for people...But, 2 mentally retarded adult males can be taxing on the mind, let alone the body! I do things i never thought i...
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lotuspod81:
A great classic. 
devilman40k:
so you work in a retirement home?
something someone sent to me......
Current mood: awake
this is not the world i came in to. hoping to live a happy life has gone to shame and yet there is only one to blame you look into the mirror and fear that the face you see is not the same one as me but you dont so long as i dont stare you walk...
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Current mood: awake
this is not the world i came in to. hoping to live a happy life has gone to shame and yet there is only one to blame you look into the mirror and fear that the face you see is not the same one as me but you dont so long as i dont stare you walk...
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devilman40k:
I feel the same way all the time. I just know that to find my happiness is to suffer. Burn away the weakness of this world and be rebuilt as a stone pillar against the world.
Monster squad!! The wolf man has nads!
Monster squad!! The wolf man has nads!
rabbiofrock:
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my producer lotuspod81 and i were JUST talking about that flick today!!!! damn....
and know that the flip side of the equation is that either the pain drives you insane, or you come to OWN the pain and make it yours and make it your own strength... and with THAT you then go out and kick the world's fucking ass!!!!
my producer lotuspod81 and i were JUST talking about that flick today!!!! damn....
and know that the flip side of the equation is that either the pain drives you insane, or you come to OWN the pain and make it yours and make it your own strength... and with THAT you then go out and kick the world's fucking ass!!!!
HoliDayton!!! be there
December 4th - 8pm
Dayton , OH - Elbos
HOLIDAYTON - Independent Music Festival
the Story Changes
with: Wet Leather, Brownfield (ex Stoics), Seven Inch Stilettos (ex Mondolux), Ed vs Radio, Joe Anderl, Nathan Peters (of Captain of the Industry), Tim Prichard (of Flyaway Minion), Matt Shetler (of Simply Waiting), Tom Foolery and the Mistakes
come out and support you're local music!!!
December 4th - 8pm
Dayton , OH - Elbos
HOLIDAYTON - Independent Music Festival
the Story Changes
with: Wet Leather, Brownfield (ex Stoics), Seven Inch Stilettos (ex Mondolux), Ed vs Radio, Joe Anderl, Nathan Peters (of Captain of the Industry), Tim Prichard (of Flyaway Minion), Matt Shetler (of Simply Waiting), Tom Foolery and the Mistakes
come out and support you're local music!!!
punknitemike:
i'll be in troy for the LEGBONE show!!!
devilman40k:
The last concert i went to was my senior year of high school i saw Pantera in Chicago. That was like 3 years ago. 
Why is it I try so hard to fix everything? Ive given this a lot of thought over the past few years..All Ive ever wanted is for the people I know and love to be happy..In reality none of us are ever totally happy..Content, yes..complacent, oh yes...seems like everyone is just treading water and i'm trying to make sure they don't go under....Im needing some...
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I hate
Current mood: pissed off
I hate so much. I dont like being the good girl al l the time! I wish I could be pissed and not feel bad about it!! I want to be bitchy and angry and I just cant. If I am its like I have broken some rule that is only valid for me.why is that? Everyone else can...
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Current mood: pissed off
I hate so much. I dont like being the good girl al l the time! I wish I could be pissed and not feel bad about it!! I want to be bitchy and angry and I just cant. If I am its like I have broken some rule that is only valid for me.why is that? Everyone else can...
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rabbiofrock:
well, to quote zack de la rocha, "anger is a gift"
roll with that!!
roll with that!!
whatshisnuts:
Be as pissed off as much as you need to be. Grrrrrr. 
Be as pissed off as much as you need to be. Grrrrrr. What a mess her life had become!
Current mood: devious
Sitting alone in track pants and a wife beater, watching a movie that makes her laugh, cry, and evaluate her life. And then her mind wonders and starts to think of her friends. You know, those people youd anything for, and vice versa or at least thats how its supposed to be. Having made calls...
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Current mood: devious
Sitting alone in track pants and a wife beater, watching a movie that makes her laugh, cry, and evaluate her life. And then her mind wonders and starts to think of her friends. You know, those people youd anything for, and vice versa or at least thats how its supposed to be. Having made calls...
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devilman40k:
Sounds like you hit a rut. Every body hits those you'll get back on track soon so relax pop a beer and light a smoke.
punknitemike:
hope you had a nice thanksgiving as well!
when do ya wanna hang out? you should come out to see legbone...im gonna be going to alot of their shows in december, come out & hang with me!!!
when do ya wanna hang out? you should come out to see legbone...im gonna be going to alot of their shows in december, come out & hang with me!!!
Like anyone cares.........
Current mood: exhausted
JEWEL LYRICS
I'm Sensitive
I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things that you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
You words can crush things that are unseen
CHORUS: So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way
You always tell me that it's...
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Current mood: exhausted
JEWEL LYRICS
I'm Sensitive
I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things that you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
You words can crush things that are unseen
CHORUS: So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way
You always tell me that it's...
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devilman40k:
i care ...
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rabbiofrock:
just wanted to say happy thanksgiving!!
sick.........
Current mood: sick
sick today!!! not happy about it, i am going to miss work, which sucks because i need the money...and now i am confined to my bed once i put out this cigarette.....
one time i put a sign on my door when i was sick and it said "quarternine" instead of quarantine...i was like 9........
Currently watching:
Shine
Release date: By...
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Current mood: sick
sick today!!! not happy about it, i am going to miss work, which sucks because i need the money...and now i am confined to my bed once i put out this cigarette.....
one time i put a sign on my door when i was sick and it said "quarternine" instead of quarantine...i was like 9........
Currently watching:
Shine
Release date: By...
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whatshisnuts:
I hope you get better. You better get the Quarternine sign up just in case
devilman40k:
I hope you feel better,