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In my sleep, I turned to reach for someone who was not there.
I dont know where the instinct came from, but it felt so natural to me.
For quite a while now I have suppressed this feeling.
I can no long hold in the yearning to be held, as I lay awake.
To watch someone while they are sleeping and to know that they do the same.
All of the silly girl things in me tell me to be sad
And mourn for I have no one to call my own.
However, at the same time I keep pushing, keeping that chin up
Moreover, knowing that one day I will be alone no longer.
Going through this time of self discovery,
To one day, find the true me and what I am worth.
All I ask now is patients from the world,
Give me my moment to look at the sky with new eyes.
Let me dream my dreams for an insomniac.