ohiopunkgurl

Why is it I try so hard to fix everything? Ive given this a lot of thought over the past few years..All Ive ever wanted is for the people I know and love to be happy..In reality none of us are ever totally happy..Content, yes..complacent, oh yes...seems like everyone is just treading water and i'm trying to make sure they don't go under....Im needing some...
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I hate
Current mood: pissed off

I hate so much. I dont like being the good girl al l the time! I wish I could be pissed and not feel bad about it!! I want to be bitchy and angry and I just cant. If I am its like I have broken some rule that is only valid for me.why is that? Everyone else can...
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What a mess her life had become!
Current mood: devious

Sitting alone in track pants and a wife beater, watching a movie that makes her laugh, cry, and evaluate her life. And then her mind wonders and starts to think of her friends. You know, those people youd anything for, and vice versa or at least thats how its supposed to be. Having made calls...
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Like anyone cares.........
Current mood: exhausted


JEWEL LYRICS


I'm Sensitive

I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things that you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
You words can crush things that are unseen

CHORUS: So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way

You always tell me that it's...
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sick.........
Current mood: sick


sick today!!! not happy about it, i am going to miss work, which sucks because i need the money...and now i am confined to my bed once i put out this cigarette.....

one time i put a sign on my door when i was sick and it said "quarternine" instead of quarantine...i was like 9........


Currently watching:
Shine
Release date: By...
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Look at me,
And tell me who I am.
Why I am
What I am.

Call me a fool,
And it's true I am.
I don't know
Who I am.

It's such a shame,
I'm such a sham.
No one knows
Who I am.

Am I the face of the future?
Am I the face of the past?
Am I the one who must finish...
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i wish the wind would blow through this hole, the one that is in my soul. to feel whole for just a moment would be the best feeling the world. to know that i dont have to be this broken down soul forever. i want to feel as though i am whole, i would LOVE to be whole. to not just feel it, but, actually...
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I'd rather be alone....
And you know what? I've always been alone.
How's that for a bombshell revelation?

When the swirls of smoke clear, Ill be there.
If you look to the western sky, Ill be off to the side.
Every time you blink, Im the image in your mind.
As you wait for me, not knowing, enjoy it.
Life, this time is short for both of us.
Were not going to be around for long waiting.
Well meet soon & when you...
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22 years ago...
Current mood: devious

i was born,,,woo hoo!!! yeah right...here is the stroy of how it began~

an arena rocking pot smoker fell in love with a disco-dancing good girl catholic.. they dated,, and did the ultimate no-no in her parents eyes and had premarital sex!!! oh my!!! well, the one time they did, not on either of their beds...but, on some other...
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MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm...
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Be my destination.

The place I go to after a long day.
You are my home.
The warmth in my eyes comes from your smile.
When the rain falls I know youll be there to shield me.
Ill never hurt, once I find you.
Tears will no longer fall from my eyes.
The visible hurt in my face will be gone.
Once I find my...
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