so it seems the credit card company hasn't gotten my payment 
just what i need right now...
so along those lines i have to wait for them to get it and pay for SG... i'm not evn sure how long it will take so, I wanted to let everyone know i'm not going away forever, but at least until Capital One gets the payment...which i...
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just what i need right now...
so along those lines i have to wait for them to get it and pay for SG... i'm not evn sure how long it will take so, I wanted to let everyone know i'm not going away forever, but at least until Capital One gets the payment...which i...
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punknitemike:
you missed one hell of a Punk Nite show on saturday, probably the best one since last march, it was unbelievable! but do NOT miss the Punk Nite Blowout on may 14th, this one is just gonna be huge, details are already being posted!!!
whatshisnuts:
I hope it's soon too! I really like reading what you write. 
Suck it up silly girl
Current mood: amused
Silly little girl with your high hopes.
When push comes to shove,
You give it all away so carelessly.
With a smile on your face you skip through life,
Never willing to see the bad.
When will you see that not everyone is what you want them to be?
Suck it up silly girl.
Now you go...
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Current mood: amused
Silly little girl with your high hopes.
When push comes to shove,
You give it all away so carelessly.
With a smile on your face you skip through life,
Never willing to see the bad.
When will you see that not everyone is what you want them to be?
Suck it up silly girl.
Now you go...
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rabbiofrock:
i dig it! 
I wonder....
Current mood: cold
Why I find great enjoyment in watching people fall on the icy sidewalks?
Current mood: cold
Why I find great enjoyment in watching people fall on the icy sidewalks?
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devilman40k:
NICE PIC..... grrr 
rabbiofrock:
cuz its funny as hell!
looking forward to seeing you at st. pattys day!
looking forward to seeing you at st. pattys day!
Random thoughts,
Bizzare feelings,
Nothing connects.
All just there,
Floating around in my brain.
Regrets for the things I haven't done.
Regrets for some of the things I have.
Tired,
But not willing sleep.
Smiling,
For no reason.
Laughing,
though no jokes have been said.
Just here,
I guess here is where I'm ment to be.
2/26/2005
~Belle
Bizzare feelings,
Nothing connects.
All just there,
Floating around in my brain.
Regrets for the things I haven't done.
Regrets for some of the things I have.
Tired,
But not willing sleep.
Smiling,
For no reason.
Laughing,
though no jokes have been said.
Just here,
I guess here is where I'm ment to be.
2/26/2005
~Belle
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rabbiofrock:
dont i know it!!!
rabbiofrock:
we shall eat from the finest foods, drink the best wines!!!
Vacation is all I ever wanted
Current mood: cranky
Alarm goes off at 6am. Nevertheless, not for me, Im already awake. Time to get a shower. Getting dressed is always a hassle, never an easy task. I am forever pushed away while trying to shave. Packing lunches and giving meds on time, but never for me. Tying shoes, getting on buses. These arent my kids,...
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Current mood: cranky
Alarm goes off at 6am. Nevertheless, not for me, Im already awake. Time to get a shower. Getting dressed is always a hassle, never an easy task. I am forever pushed away while trying to shave. Packing lunches and giving meds on time, but never for me. Tying shoes, getting on buses. These arent my kids,...
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last night i was told that i was too complicated for my own good.. i don't think i am, but they might be right
rabbiofrock:
thank you for the good thoughts and vibes!!!!!!!
i appreciate it!
and dont worry what "they" say.. "they" are seldom right
i appreciate it!
and dont worry what "they" say.. "they" are seldom right
punknitemike:
are ya coming out for the Punk Nite in troy on saturday march 5th?
worn out... oddly light-hearted....and for the first time in a long time truely happy... the amazing part is that no one did this for me, i did it myself!!
whatshisnuts:
Anytime, gurl! Congrats! Happiness is bound to happen and I'm glad it's happened for you.
Congrats! Happiness is bound to happen and I'm glad it's happened for you.
devilman40k:
Hell yeah, doing stuff yourself i think feels better. Glad to see a happy post for once
Glad to see a happy post for once God I've missed acting!!!
Current mood: groggy
~ This is a accurate description of my festivities from the after party of the opening of my new show!
Here at the party
everone's happy
Everyone's high
Get struck by lightning
Who here would feel it?
Who here could heal it?
Who here would try?
Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
It's not this town
You're just...
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Current mood: groggy
~ This is a accurate description of my festivities from the after party of the opening of my new show!
Here at the party
everone's happy
Everyone's high
Get struck by lightning
Who here would feel it?
Who here could heal it?
Who here would try?
Chemical-party-lover down
It's not the walls
It's not this town
You're just...
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punknitemike:
when are we gonna hang out? are you coming to these?
~This is why i push people away, when they get close
Early August day
Current mood: anxious
Yelling no in the darkness.
A mass on top of me.
Crying and dying inside.
Never again will I be so vulnerable.
The weight on my body being slowly lifted.
Day by day, the feeling of pressure is moved slightly.
Not much over the years has happened,
But...
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Early August day
Current mood: anxious
Yelling no in the darkness.
A mass on top of me.
Crying and dying inside.
Never again will I be so vulnerable.
The weight on my body being slowly lifted.
Day by day, the feeling of pressure is moved slightly.
Not much over the years has happened,
But...
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whatshisnuts:
Scary stuff. I was just thinking the other day that all of the girls that I have been with have gone through that (if I'm reading that right). I'm wishing you well. If you feel like talking or anything, just contact me. *Hugs*
Scary stuff. I was just thinking the other day that all of the girls that I have been with have gone through that (if I'm reading that right). I'm wishing you well. If you feel like talking or anything, just contact me. *Hugs*Lost in you
Current mood: creative
Took a trip, to ease the pain.
I thought the bright lights of the city would make me smile again.
But in those lights, all I saw was your eyes.
And Im lost for a moment.
But, somehow I knew it was gonna be all right.
Cause on that plane back,
I saw the sunrise.
I saw birds in...
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Current mood: creative
Took a trip, to ease the pain.
I thought the bright lights of the city would make me smile again.
But in those lights, all I saw was your eyes.
And Im lost for a moment.
But, somehow I knew it was gonna be all right.
Cause on that plane back,
I saw the sunrise.
I saw birds in...
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rabbiofrock:
thanks for the good thoughts!! i appreciate it a ton!
hope you have a great weekend!!
hope you have a great weekend!!
Children of Eden
Where have we left you
Born to uncertaity
Destined for pain
Sins of your parents
Haunt you and test you
This your inheritence
Fire and rain
Children of Eden
Try not to blame us
We were just human to error prone
Children of Eden will you reclaim us
You and your children to come
Someday you'll come home
~~~my thoughts on our...
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Where have we left you
Born to uncertaity
Destined for pain
Sins of your parents
Haunt you and test you
This your inheritence
Fire and rain
Children of Eden
Try not to blame us
We were just human to error prone
Children of Eden will you reclaim us
You and your children to come
Someday you'll come home
~~~my thoughts on our...
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hellsforheroes:
do you teach a second grade class........
devilman40k:
HMMMM interesting
A must for Saturday night!!!
SAturday Jan 22nd. @7pm
Story Canges, Hawthorne Heights &others
the Attic,
2852 Wilmington Pike
Kettering ,Ohio
SAturday Jan 22nd. @7pm
Story Canges, Hawthorne Heights &others
the Attic,
2852 Wilmington Pike
Kettering ,Ohio
punknitemike:
sweet...but im probly just gonna chill cause the weather is supposed to be bad!
i think i saw hawthorne heights in a recent issue of AP though, pretty cool considering they are from dayton!
i think i saw hawthorne heights in a recent issue of AP though, pretty cool considering they are from dayton!