so stress has given me stress bumps, on my tummy, and up my ribs, and starting to go on my middle back.
i have one on my arm, and maybe a few on my legs.
the one person i know who has experienced had them severly.
and with these imperfectiongs on my body i feel i will become more stressed.
which will make it worse. and it will become a never ending cycle.
btw, i recieved one call from my mother today at 8:00.
and i have called her two times since, and she didnt answer, nor has called me back. and my one brother i called, didnt answer, ended up calling me because he wanted a fan that i had, but didnt question why i had called him earlier in the day.
i dont know why, but it all seems they have turned against me. and with that feeling, i dont want to turn to them.
looks like i will be paying to do my laundry tomarrow.
<3
i have one on my arm, and maybe a few on my legs.
the one person i know who has experienced had them severly.
and with these imperfectiongs on my body i feel i will become more stressed.
which will make it worse. and it will become a never ending cycle.
btw, i recieved one call from my mother today at 8:00.
and i have called her two times since, and she didnt answer, nor has called me back. and my one brother i called, didnt answer, ended up calling me because he wanted a fan that i had, but didnt question why i had called him earlier in the day.
i dont know why, but it all seems they have turned against me. and with that feeling, i dont want to turn to them.
looks like i will be paying to do my laundry tomarrow.
<3
Things will get better, they always do. I feel the very same way about family a lot of times.
(Its one of the reasons we're moving- to get some real independence and see if we like it.)
Maybe you just need some time to think and DE-stress. Easier said than done, I know.
Anyways. Feel better soon.
(Vegas tomorrow!!!! Let me know!!! That would be a good DE-stress trip!!!!)