From “The Gospel of Ideas, Hostility, and Lies”
I don’t know that she’s a liar.
Cause she’s always
got a point. And yet sickness
drips from her lips
like yeast from her vagina.
You should shower me with love.
She suggests. Do whatever I want. Have the
Characteristics I prefer. So that.
So that. So that. Oh fuck
It. I don’t know.
Joe, have you...
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I don’t know that she’s a liar.
Cause she’s always
got a point. And yet sickness
drips from her lips
like yeast from her vagina.
You should shower me with love.
She suggests. Do whatever I want. Have the
Characteristics I prefer. So that.
So that. So that. Oh fuck
It. I don’t know.
Joe, have you...
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“No. I said no! That’s all there is... There isn’t anymore. “
- from King Kong Film
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King Kong
This is a freewrite about 3 characters: Jack Driscoll, Ann Darrow, and Kong and the possible significance of them.
Screenplay-writer (Jack) - He makes up stories for the entertainment of large crowds. He makes money by selling what he writes down. It is his profession...
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She said, I can see your inner critic
I can see it meakly beating you over the head with its ridiculous umbrella
Over and over again, ten thousand times a day or more, and every
time you make a mistake, or behave in ways
Your inner critic doesn’t think is right, I can see its
Eyes light up, and I can see it
Happily beating...
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I can see it meakly beating you over the head with its ridiculous umbrella
Over and over again, ten thousand times a day or more, and every
time you make a mistake, or behave in ways
Your inner critic doesn’t think is right, I can see its
Eyes light up, and I can see it
Happily beating...
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I watched the Ring DVD yesterday.
Naomi Watts
Her eyes on occasion have such a naked desperation. But it’s not her desperation. It’s my own desperation I’m staring at. It’s the desperation of the observer. Meanwhile she’s just playing a role. Or is it strength instead of desperation in her face. Awareness of some terrifying truth that words are insufficient to describe to any reasonable...
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Naomi Watts
Her eyes on occasion have such a naked desperation. But it’s not her desperation. It’s my own desperation I’m staring at. It’s the desperation of the observer. Meanwhile she’s just playing a role. Or is it strength instead of desperation in her face. Awareness of some terrifying truth that words are insufficient to describe to any reasonable...
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Skydiving through the past
To be uplifted by the problems that we had.
To be kept alive by a strength we did not have.
To hit the ground rolling.
And to get up, and shake it off.
To be dedicated to the possibility of falling up.
To be uplifted by the problems that we had.
To be kept alive by a strength we did not have.
To hit the ground rolling.
And to get up, and shake it off.
To be dedicated to the possibility of falling up.
There are several aborted
Moments, stopped, and blood-covered hours.
Bartender, I could use a half-caraf of
Soul destroying darkness
Right about now.
Bartender says he’s out
Of “other self”
All that’s left until tomorrow
Is drugs in differently
Colored bottles
Do you have any of that apple cider mixture
Of a soul becalming nature.
No, I’ll just have some bitter realization then.
Do you have...
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Moments, stopped, and blood-covered hours.
Bartender, I could use a half-caraf of
Soul destroying darkness
Right about now.
Bartender says he’s out
Of “other self”
All that’s left until tomorrow
Is drugs in differently
Colored bottles
Do you have any of that apple cider mixture
Of a soul becalming nature.
No, I’ll just have some bitter realization then.
Do you have...
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I think most dictionaries define misogyny incorrectly. It isn’t really a conscious hatred of women, its subconscious hatred of women, while consciously thinking that most women are idiots and/or children and/or non-persons.
This part of the definition is the most interesting to me “….Other forms of misogyny may be more subtle. Some misogynists may simply be prejudiced against all women, or may hate women who...
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This part of the definition is the most interesting to me “….Other forms of misogyny may be more subtle. Some misogynists may simply be prejudiced against all women, or may hate women who...
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Note:
I love dance.
I love it, and even though it might cost 40 bucks, it only stings like 20 because you get to feel nice about giving money to the arts. So everybody wins, unless the show is terrible, which it sometimes is. I mean truly awful, but sometimes so good! Hardly anyone realizes how good it sometimes is. Maybe I’m biased because...
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I love dance.
I love it, and even though it might cost 40 bucks, it only stings like 20 because you get to feel nice about giving money to the arts. So everybody wins, unless the show is terrible, which it sometimes is. I mean truly awful, but sometimes so good! Hardly anyone realizes how good it sometimes is. Maybe I’m biased because...
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Silent Hill
Silent hill. An invented hell
A living hell. A quiet hell
Heightened emotions.
No one to tell.
Blame somebody else
Forced. compelled
By blindness, pain and the
Idea of revenge.
Darkness. No help.
by inventing a perpetual enemy the crowd holds a better reality at bay
Or maybe the whole town is an accidental metaphor for the psyche of the primary victim. And...
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Silent hill. An invented hell
A living hell. A quiet hell
Heightened emotions.
No one to tell.
Blame somebody else
Forced. compelled
By blindness, pain and the
Idea of revenge.
Darkness. No help.
by inventing a perpetual enemy the crowd holds a better reality at bay
Or maybe the whole town is an accidental metaphor for the psyche of the primary victim. And...
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Freewrite 15
The proper way to permanently break a habit is to experience normal suffering and never attempt to make it stop. Dont wish for it to stop. Dont wish for it to continue for that matter. Dont try to alter it in any way. Dont enjoy it. Dont ignore it. Dont give it any additional power except the power to create noises. Which is...
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The proper way to permanently break a habit is to experience normal suffering and never attempt to make it stop. Dont wish for it to stop. Dont wish for it to continue for that matter. Dont try to alter it in any way. Dont enjoy it. Dont ignore it. Dont give it any additional power except the power to create noises. Which is...
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Im very much in a watch the world fall apart mode.
Yet nothing will crumble much at all.
The glass artifact dropped from 10,000 feet up,
Somehow bounces safely into a tree.
Its as though the scenery itself has decided to ignore the laws of physics
in order to more perfectly destroy me, but not yet, first an extended pause
not while Im watching after...
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Yet nothing will crumble much at all.
The glass artifact dropped from 10,000 feet up,
Somehow bounces safely into a tree.
Its as though the scenery itself has decided to ignore the laws of physics
in order to more perfectly destroy me, but not yet, first an extended pause
not while Im watching after...
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Quotes 485521
The psychological rule says that when an inner situation is not made conscious, it happens outside, as fate. That is to say, when the individual remains undivided and does not become conscious of his inner contradictions, the world must perforce act out the conflict and be torn into opposite halves.
- Carl Jung
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During my teenage years I rebelled, against soup, but...
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The psychological rule says that when an inner situation is not made conscious, it happens outside, as fate. That is to say, when the individual remains undivided and does not become conscious of his inner contradictions, the world must perforce act out the conflict and be torn into opposite halves.
- Carl Jung
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During my teenage years I rebelled, against soup, but...
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