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Yeah so when I got back in town, I went on this whole cleaning kick. Not so much cleaning the aparment or anything, just kinda wanted to fix up a few things in life.

So I finally bridged the gap between the seemingly two opposite lives I was leading. That went over about as well as telling a baptist family you were getting a sex...
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xhavokx:
"Sometimes the most hurtful thing you can do is go silent. Sometimes, that will get to someone more than anything else in the world."

I cannot agree more with this comment.... Silence can sometimes cut like a knife... I would rather the person I care about to scream and shout at me then to actually be silent... t can be soooo horribly hurtful!
ogilethorpe:
I didnt have a choice. I tried to not go silent, but unfortunately the people around me gave me no choice.

I like to be able to be honest with people. Honesty is always the best trait. Theres a problem when "friends" wont allow you to be so open though.

Ive managed to weed through the bullshit though. So I know what to do. I know where I stand with people.

Ive taken out the trash for lack of a better way of putting it.

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I meant to come up here and announce that I returned relatively safely, and not broke.

Applied for my passport today.

Chile in June.

APC following in April.

Have 3 tickets for APC in chicago by the way, anyone interested?

More later.
xhavokx:
Chile? how fun!!!
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One for the fans.....

Just a lil blurb up here. Yes, things are still going well. I know I haven't exactly explained it in complete detail. Thing is, the amount of time and web space needed to do that just arent in existance yet.

Im leaving for vegas Early tomorrow morning. Hopefully at one point going to head to the fabled Groom Lake area.

Don't...
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xhavokx:
awww i was supposed to be in vegas this weekend... a few of my girlfriends will be there.... the big 21 huh? how exciting... i was in vegas for my 21st birthday... seems like just yesterday... memories. smile j/k...

glad that things are still going well...

have a great time! and take care!!!

XhavokX kiss
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All is going incredibly well.

Saw Dream Theater last night, really fucking good show.

Going back to bed now.
xhavokx:
so are things still going well???? inquiring minds want to know smile
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I told her how I felt today.

I told her everything on my mind, and I didn't look back.

She welcomed it with open arms. Feeling the same things I was worried I felt alone.

I thought things couldn't get better, but somehow they did.

Til the end of time.
xhavokx:
oooooh sounds good! wink
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For once, Im not scared.

I should be terrified of her. I should be a lot less comfotable than I am.

Oh wait, that's not how I am anymore.

She wont hurt me though, and she knows I wont hurt her. We can do anything together, all we need is the imagination.

It just amazes me how everything can come into focus in the blink...
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I just noticed that interview about Aqua Teen Hunger Force on this site.

That RAWKS!

Ogilethorpe, my SN here, is one of the characters from that show actually. It's good to see something original is catching on so widely.

Originality is the key to everything.

Life is good, and will only get better from here.

I can speak more freely here about things than I...
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xhavokx:
hey, how are you feeling lately?
curiosity:
When you've lost everything you're free to do anything.

Curi.
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Oh yeah, I completely forgot.

Last night I kinda took off to the city alone around 2AM with a journal on me. I decided to just write until either my hand fell off, or I felt that I had finally said something of merrit into it.

I typed it all out and posted it on my live journal.

It was something like 40 pages hand...
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curiosity:
Yeah, I did that awhile ago. Figuratively I left, and came back, and in between several people had bailed. We are all humans, so we all have something in common. Some of us just deal with it better than others.

Curi.
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Apparently I have decided to come back to Earth. In the event that anyone was unclear to the fact that I has been living elsewhere.

The goal here is to make as little to no sense as possible.

Leaving for work in a bit.

Isn't the life of me just overly exciting?

Eh, things are getting increasingly better. I think I finally hit that point...
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Just shoot me please.

Alright, I don't think there's anyway to put this without sounding like a horrible person.

Alright perhaps I should start off by maybe expressing in the utmost clairity what I want.

Lemme know if this is a lil too much.

Im bored. Im lonely. I really don't have much companionship.

I'm not looking to fall in love, if it happens, then...
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xhavokx:
That is not shallow at all... I would totally offer but I am far away!!! frown Don't worry, you will find someone soon. smile

BTW, I totally agree with you on the love issue...


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I made it through the day. I dunno how. I have aquired a new friend in my house though. His name is Rusty Salvador. He is a Chinchilla. Damn thing is like a squished fat rat squirrell. It's really friendly too. I bet it will try to attack me at some point.

Anyway, I thought I would announce this to the whole world. Along with...
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curiousfeline:
I agree.. and yay! for you being alive. tongue
curiosity:
Camper Van Beethoven & Cracker (they have the same lead singer btw.)- March 18 @ The Vic.
Lucky Boys Confusion- March 19 @ Double Door
Josh Wink- April 3 @ Metro Smart Bar (I can't go but you shouldn't miss it!!!)
N.E.R.D. and Black Eyed Peas- April 8 @ Riviera Theatre
Squarepusher- April 9 @ The Vic
A Perfect Circle- April 16 @ UIC Pavilion
Rasputina- April 18 @ House of Blues
Air- April 20 @ Riviera Theatre
The Crystal Method- April 23 @ House of Blues
HIM- April 25 @ House of Blues
Einsturzende Neubauten- April 30 @ Metro

That's it. Wow, I should do this once a month!!!

Curi.
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Ouch.

Drank too much last night.

Still feel drunk.

Going to die in a corner now.

Adieu.
xhavokx:
I feel your pain!!! Feel better!!!
xhavokx:
ouch!!! that sucks!! drink more, that is supposed to help... although it never helps me...