Listen no BS this time. Shit is not kosher, I am not myself, I am really beginning to doubt my abilities in school and I am about ready to just run.Not sure what the hell is going on. I wake up and feel like I suck. I go to school feeling like I suck. I go to work with the same feeling. I get home and begin raiding with my guild mates in Vanguard: Saga of Heroes still with the same feeling. I hate feeling like this and I want it to stop. School is fucking tough this semester and I am doing my best. I feel like I am in over my head. I just want it to stop and I want to be done. Going on my fourth semester in a row. I haven't had a break longer then 3 weeks since last January. and I won't have one till about June.
I need to get away, I need a break, I need to relax. I need to get laid. Hell I may just have to break my own little rule of one nighters. Sorry folks I don't do them if I can help it. I love sex, just not overly into the casual sex thing. Perhaps I just need to be smart and ask that one chick out. Her name is Britny and she is pretty god damn cool. Not to mention that she is cute. To be honest, she is very attractive to me, some may not find her to be to good looking, but then again those are people that are shallow and have no self worth. Perhaps these asshats would be better suited to a different world. Their own little world where us normal people are not there. Where WE don't have to deal with THEIR shit. You may be asking who is we and who are they? Two very good questions Binky. (no that is in no reference to anyone, it is just a term I use from time to time to refer to the person reading.) We are those that have emotions, intelligence, understanding, compassion, and the common sense to know fucking better. They are those that lack these traits. Also you are a WE if you have at least three of the above things. Any less and your no better than THEM. WTF is this about? I don't know, I just have to say it. This is the shit that drives me crazy.
FUCK! *takes a deep breath* Ok let me try this again. <sarcasm> I am so happy, Life is perfect, I have no wants, needs, or desires. I am nothing more then an empty husk that needs someone to fill me with what they think I need to be. </sarcasm> Gahh! WTF? Does anyone think this about the vast majority of humanity? Or am I alone in this?
Hell I don't know and right now I could care less. I am gonna wrap this up before I write a ream of ramblings that make no sense and would drive you just as insane as I am.
Sleep well mate, take care of yourself and I hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow.
Wishing you all the best,
Odin
I need to get away, I need a break, I need to relax. I need to get laid. Hell I may just have to break my own little rule of one nighters. Sorry folks I don't do them if I can help it. I love sex, just not overly into the casual sex thing. Perhaps I just need to be smart and ask that one chick out. Her name is Britny and she is pretty god damn cool. Not to mention that she is cute. To be honest, she is very attractive to me, some may not find her to be to good looking, but then again those are people that are shallow and have no self worth. Perhaps these asshats would be better suited to a different world. Their own little world where us normal people are not there. Where WE don't have to deal with THEIR shit. You may be asking who is we and who are they? Two very good questions Binky. (no that is in no reference to anyone, it is just a term I use from time to time to refer to the person reading.) We are those that have emotions, intelligence, understanding, compassion, and the common sense to know fucking better. They are those that lack these traits. Also you are a WE if you have at least three of the above things. Any less and your no better than THEM. WTF is this about? I don't know, I just have to say it. This is the shit that drives me crazy.
FUCK! *takes a deep breath* Ok let me try this again. <sarcasm> I am so happy, Life is perfect, I have no wants, needs, or desires. I am nothing more then an empty husk that needs someone to fill me with what they think I need to be. </sarcasm> Gahh! WTF? Does anyone think this about the vast majority of humanity? Or am I alone in this?
Hell I don't know and right now I could care less. I am gonna wrap this up before I write a ream of ramblings that make no sense and would drive you just as insane as I am.
Sleep well mate, take care of yourself and I hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow.
Wishing you all the best,
Odin