odinsward

Had a thought regarding my new found love of life.

*bear with me this is kinda sad*

Three years ago this month I lost my fiance to a virus called encephalitis. (sp?) I watched her slip into a coma and die in the hospital. This really fucked me up for a a long time. Hell I still deal with it to this day, and probably will for a long time yet to come. Yes I still wake up crying some nights.

This year I have been dealing with the pain that this month has held for me that past couple of years, only this time it doesn't hurt so much. Perhaps I have just gotten to a point that where it hurts but it is not crippling. I am not sure.

Things seem to be going good, still no wonderful lady in my life, but that is alright, not sure I want one right now anyways. I have school to deal with and work, and other issues. That will come with time, perhaps not, either way I really don't care.

My head is killing me today so this is all I am gonna ramble about for now.

Peace, love, and joyous sex to all.