So yesterday was the second anniversary of my father's death. Hasn't hit me as hard this year but I think that has more to do with seeing a therapist than anything else. Well, that and feeling like my life is more on an even keel after the chaos of last year. Not to say I've gotten my head sorted, but getting there.
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For some ungodly reason I'm awake, and have been, well before my normal time to roll out of bed. This annoys me to no end. I have a prescription for a sleeping medication but hate taking the damn thing because it fucks with my dreams and my body. I suppose that's May for you.
Don't like going a little mad. I either want full-on madness or sanity. A little mad is just half-assing it.
rory_b_bellows:
yeah, i know. It just brought back a lot of memories. I've been robbed at gunpoint exactly like she was about 10 years ago. The cops came by after they investigated and they found nothing. The victim didn't report anything and no one else in the complex saw anything.
psyche:
Yea I hate that. A little madness just disturbs your daily activities. Full madness makes life worth living sometimes.
I really need a secretary. Preferably a hot one.
Been very much out of the loop. Plenty of excuses, only a few good reasons. Been laying the groundwork for some things that will occur later on this year. Won't say what that is just yet. Don't want to curse myself. Still, it's good movement, positive movement.
I'm slowly sliding off my medication, under the supervision of my psychologist and counselor. The counseling is going...
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I'm slowly sliding off my medication, under the supervision of my psychologist and counselor. The counseling is going...
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oddityodyssey:
You people are all nuts.
pistolera:
Aww I did enjoy the evening we went out for a beer. You're an incredible listener who genuinely cares and it's great. I'm glad you're doing better. Love to see you sometime. 
Take care
Take care
I swear, the weather gods are taking the piss. Sleet then snow Wednesday? New comic book day? Really? I think the polar bears are behind this. Well I hope you all drown you white-haired bastard! Oh...wait...shit.
comixbookgurl:
My comics last week were delayed and I didnt get them until yesterday.. AND its supposed to happen all over again Tonight.. Joy?
comixbookgurl:
WANT NOW
Enough morose shit right now. I'm alive, seeing a therapist, have a couple of friends who insist I check in with them every day. So not going anywhere at the moment. Trying to handle work differently, taking baby-steps on a few plans, and generally clearing shit out of my life. I'm moody, passive-aggressive, and still cracking wise. I doubt that will change. But for the...
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llewella:
Tis hard, society doesn't allow us to express our anger, gone are the days where we dance around campfires and beat the shit out of the ground to vent. We're expected to control and handle everything without actually controlling or handling it? Smash up some stuff you don't want and have a good mosh 
The shit is shit so the good will be so good. xxx
The shit is shit so the good will be so good. xxxSurprised these guys did a remix of "Starla" by Smashing Pumpkins. One of my favorite songs by them. This is the track that first pulled me into their world. Love it.
comixbookgurl:
nice
Yeah, I'm still alive. That's Right BITCHES!
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oddityodyssey:
Four days of hell left for the year. After that I'm putting knuckles to the Interwebs and coming back with an eyeball.
batmite:
INDESTRUCTIBLE!
Quite possibly the most amazing thing I've seen this year. The director is the same one who did Hedwig & The Angry Inch. Simply astonishing in it's elegance.