Enough morose shit right now. I'm alive, seeing a therapist, have a couple of friends who insist I check in with them every day. So not going anywhere at the moment. Trying to handle work differently, taking baby-steps on a few plans, and generally clearing shit out of my life. I'm moody, passive-aggressive, and still cracking wise. I doubt that will change. But for the time being, I have a weekly meeting, my meds are getting a second look at, and I'm trying to actually get out and about more.
So fuck it. I'm tired, tired of being tired, tired of the post-Dad routine I'm in, and sure as fuck tired of seeing the same boring women around town. I'm feeling a righteous anger coming on. Need some outlets for my moods.
So fuck it. I'm tired, tired of being tired, tired of the post-Dad routine I'm in, and sure as fuck tired of seeing the same boring women around town. I'm feeling a righteous anger coming on. Need some outlets for my moods.
llewella:
Tis hard, society doesn't allow us to express our anger, gone are the days where we dance around campfires and beat the shit out of the ground to vent. We're expected to control and handle everything without actually controlling or handling it? Smash up some stuff you don't want and have a good mosh The shit is shit so the good will be so good. xxx