Doesn't look like i'm getting this house. I cannot stand being in this house any longer my family and I are tearing each other apart. I needed my own space and I had my heart set on it. My mum was even gonna sell her motorbike so I can pay six months rent up front. What landlord wouldn't want that?
My friends seem to have forgotten about me. I try really hard to be there for people but when it comes to me i'm too depressing or they have their own shit. Not so much shit that they can't hang out with each other though.
Fed up. Nearly 28 and I have nothing to show for my life, i'm miserable and i'm sick of it. I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this.