my abdomen feels like it's on fire, and it has all day. i really should see a doctor but i don't have the money nor do i have insurance. why can't i live in britain where all people are guaranteed a doctor by the state?
inspiration has struck so i must be off, but i leave you with a poem that was written in the...
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Well, not much going on lately, but here's the jist of it.
1) Finally finished the annotated bibliography for English, it ended up being about 10 pages long.
2) I have a geology essay due on the Permian mass extinction, though that should be easy.
3) I am finally reading Dark Tower, Book VII after putting it off for months. Hooray!
4) I have not...
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1) Finally finished the annotated bibliography for English, it ended up being about 10 pages long.
2) I have a geology essay due on the Permian mass extinction, though that should be easy.
3) I am finally reading Dark Tower, Book VII after putting it off for months. Hooray!
4) I have not...
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prophetnoise:
I'm one of those fools who thinks the only way to quit is cold turkey. Although i have absolutely no problem doing it. No nic-fits, no cravings, nothing. It drives my friends who smoke or who "are trying to quit" crazy. I don't see what's so fucking hard? I never even started smoking again because i craved a smoke. It's usually a stupid reason like out of spite for myself, or because my roommate is trying to quit and i smoke whenever he feind's for one to piss him off.
I went from smoking Lucky Strike unfiltered to nothing cold turkey with half a pack left. That was over a year ago. (And my friends who were there all screetched in pain as i crumbled up the remaining 10 stogs and trashed them....feinds)
The best was when i started doin chew for the sole purpose of grossing out the smokers outside all the academic buildings at school. That was fun.
Either way, good luck with that. And with the school stuff. I always found the easiest papers to write were always the easiest to put off and then forget to do.... I'm soooo glad i'm done with school. (And sometimes entertain the thought of going back for some dumb reason)
I went from smoking Lucky Strike unfiltered to nothing cold turkey with half a pack left. That was over a year ago. (And my friends who were there all screetched in pain as i crumbled up the remaining 10 stogs and trashed them....feinds)
The best was when i started doin chew for the sole purpose of grossing out the smokers outside all the academic buildings at school. That was fun.
Either way, good luck with that. And with the school stuff. I always found the easiest papers to write were always the easiest to put off and then forget to do.... I'm soooo glad i'm done with school. (And sometimes entertain the thought of going back for some dumb reason)
whitewidow:
Congrats on the smoking
That is awsome!!!
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That is awsome!!!
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Things I would like to do before I die:
1) Have a music career. (not mainstream, necessarily)
2) Publish a volume of poetry.
3) Start a record label.
4) Find a soulmate.
5) Get my Master's Degree in English.
6) Influence someone's music.
7) Get my own place.
8) Become a teacher.
9) Go back in time and fight alongside Genghis Khan.
10) Fall asleep...
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1) Have a music career. (not mainstream, necessarily)
2) Publish a volume of poetry.
3) Start a record label.
4) Find a soulmate.
5) Get my Master's Degree in English.
6) Influence someone's music.
7) Get my own place.
8) Become a teacher.
9) Go back in time and fight alongside Genghis Khan.
10) Fall asleep...
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glitch:
thanks so much for your comments!!! I love lists!! good luck in checking items off!
ragdoll:
You're welcome sweetness. Thank you for the comment on my journal.
I hope you manage to get a few of those things soon. x x
I hope you manage to get a few of those things soon. x x
Well, I've been overwhelmed with school lately. I have an annotated bibliography coming up, as well as two geology tests and a paper on the permian mass extinction, and i have a music presentation due in about 30 minutes on electronic music.
some girl has been insistent on me hanging out with her lately - she has a kid, so it makes me think she...
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xhippykid:
Focus on your music more. I kinnda gave that up and wish I had more time to get back into it. I just tell my self I'm always over reacting and my life isn't really that bad at all.
iseult:
Hello to you too and good luck on your tests. 
About this girl, if you're really interested in her let her be the judge of whether she has too much on her plate or not; trust me, she'll know it if she has! I always find it bizarre how people have such a wide range of reactions to being single. Personally, I love it, but I have some serious hermit-tendencies: I can see how more sociable people wouldn't enjoy it after a while.
I liked Sleep Terror very much. The style reminds me slightly of an Aphex Twin remix of Heroes by David Bowie.
About this girl, if you're really interested in her let her be the judge of whether she has too much on her plate or not; trust me, she'll know it if she has! I always find it bizarre how people have such a wide range of reactions to being single. Personally, I love it, but I have some serious hermit-tendencies: I can see how more sociable people wouldn't enjoy it after a while.
I liked Sleep Terror very much. The style reminds me slightly of an Aphex Twin remix of Heroes by David Bowie.
Alright, time for an update.
First off, please listen to my new song if you have the time - it's called
Things are much better lately, people seem to be really digging my music. Been doing a lot of collaborating.Mr. Fucking Elusive. The name was given by a friend; that's how he says I've been lately.
I made some new friends latey - some...
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First off, please listen to my new song if you have the time - it's called
Things are much better lately, people seem to be really digging my music. Been doing a lot of collaborating.Mr. Fucking Elusive. The name was given by a friend; that's how he says I've been lately.
I made some new friends latey - some...
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whitewidow:
Thanks hun - Molly says hi back
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myra:
Thank you so much for your comment on my set!
well, i've been coping with excessive amounts of boredom lately, trying to write music but lately I've hit my usual writer's block.
My English teacher must really like me, she personally asked me for an essay from my last English class so they would have some filler for a space in the upcoming literary magazine. So obviously, I did it.
Apparently I'm great at English,...
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My English teacher must really like me, she personally asked me for an essay from my last English class so they would have some filler for a space in the upcoming literary magazine. So obviously, I did it.
Apparently I'm great at English,...
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sky:
I am absolutely awful with money - I just don't seem to be able to keep hold of it 
xxx
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whitewidow:
Thanks hun - I don't feel like I am doing good some days though
But I guess that is the life I chose to live huh?
Good luck writting your music cause I have the block right now too
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But I guess that is the life I chose to live huh?
Good luck writting your music cause I have the block right now too
Kisses
Well, I'm back. Miss me?
I was gone for a long time, and I thought about leaving but came back for whatever reason. I've been through a lot in the past few months.
I was involved with a girl who was "polyamorous," which meant she was in love with many people at once, including me, and was intimate with most of them. of course, i...
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I was gone for a long time, and I thought about leaving but came back for whatever reason. I've been through a lot in the past few months.
I was involved with a girl who was "polyamorous," which meant she was in love with many people at once, including me, and was intimate with most of them. of course, i...
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whitewidow:
Things seem so easy as a kid but remember when it seemed like the whole world was ready to swollow you up? 
Kisses
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iseult:
I don't know how I did it; I just seem to get bruises everywhere for some reason.
not that anyone cares but me and my g/f broke up. i have been dreading doing it for weeks now, but i did not want ot hurt her. and it seems i hurt her more by putting it off. i'm not sad for myself at all - i didn't even cry when i dumped her (i'm usually emotional at break-ups) and this was the longest...
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sky:
aww i'm sorry about you and your girl.. but things always work out for the best, i'm sure of it
thank you for the comment on my set
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thank you for the comment on my set
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kore:
breaking up with people sucks. i know how you feel. i had to break up with a guy i'd been dating for 2 and a half years. i just didn't feel it anymore. it was terrible.
i don't usually have fun on halloween or christmas .... or easter either.
i don't usually have fun on halloween or christmas .... or easter either.
hello. i am new here. more coming soon.
i currently recommend Fantomas.
i currently recommend Fantomas.
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egon:
thanks for the birthday wishes. how ya enjoying the site so far
oddioblender:
pretty nice. i'm enjoying it.
latest reply ever but i just wanted to say a great big thankyou for the comment on my sonic and tails set. I'm sorry it's taken me so long, (a month!), to get back to you. I was really busy with university
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