ive decided that almost every conversation is pointless and that people (even most of all friends) are like cheap egg timers, just clicking away, saying the same thing not listening not progressing just a bell waiting to ring for some pointless reason. i have nothing good to say but i never front that i do and it seems like the the only people i can talk with are the other people that accept that they really have nothing to say either. i think of my self as a strictly positive person by the way.