octoberseven

perhaps becuz you have had a taste of the good stuff and now you want even more.
(okay that sounded bad, but you know what i mean)

the wanting of even more and not having it can be depressing. this seemed to happen to me a little while after getting my job.

i was finally starting to get my life together, but i wanted more, and i wanted it then and there.

you are doing great hun........you are on the right track, you will get there.