octoberallover

I'm on such a weird sleeping schedule now ... with my new job and all.... I'm up and theres nothing to do and noone to see... I don't know if I like what this job requires enough for it to be worth the money.... while it is good for socially awkward people like me I don't know if I really want to stay that way... theres definitely something to be said for forcing yourself to go out and talk to people and do things and I don't know if I'll really ever have the chance anymore... aside, maybe, from shows (even though hardly anyone says anything to me even then).... if this is still crappy in a month then I'll be back to looking for a job I guess... I don't know if this is worth it at all...


I've been listening to France Gall lately (especially tonight, to be honest) and I really really like it... its definitely something I've been looking for....if anyone has access to downloading music I would totally recommend it... its great..... 60s (and 70s) french music..... and if anyone likes pop from back then then this stuff is really really cool.....April March covered a couple of her songs (at least 2) so its cool to finally hear the originals......


I have a feeling this whole being awake at insane, weird hours is going to make me lonely and/or depressed.. and I'm really kind of scared about it.......

there has to be another way


by the way I have some pictures up now... I'm really really not photogenic (at least I hope thats the problem).... but anyway.... its something, I guess