Wednesday May 07, 2003

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Hmmm....I think the fact that I wrote that I'm interesting automatically brings me down a few points. Damn. I guess that's what I get for being all stressed. I have to be hiding the fact that I'm writing in this journal from my boyfriend cause I spent far too long on the site last night and didn't do any work and now I'm all behind. It's cute, he cares, but if I go through another I have no idea how many hours of working without taking breaks my brain will crack more than it already has. See, it's starting, the run-on sentances are coming.

Some good news, however, is that I finally went to Safeway today so i can stop eating out all the time and wasting the money I got for selling my bike.

I hate that I like drugs so much. I can hear him out there, and I want some, but there is not enough and I"m being good. damn.

sigh.
octagon:
5 am. Still working. commenting to my own journal cause I'm still in the same train of thought and don't feel it warrants a new entry. It's my journal after all, why can't I comment to myslef. This is all just to get my words out of my head and somewhere where they can interact with the world. I figure I'm a new enough member here that no one is relly reading my journal anyway, and I really need to think about something other than buddhism for a few minutes. Maybe I should switch papers. Hmm...an idea. I will have to consider that. I don't want to lose my focus, but I don't want to be reaching either. I suppose it would be more productive in the long run than cleaning my room....

[Edited on May 08, 2003]
octagon:
still in the same mindset....lots of tweaky work....taking a break....about to start work on dream theory...at least I'm done analyzing Chinese religions, just when I finally produced a good paper for that class....

I emailed my parents this morning. My mom alreay got back to me that she was happy to hear from me. I'm still holding out hopes that maybe this summer we'll learn to get along....

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