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i splurged in the vans shop
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this year's birthday was a chilled one, i went to alton towers with a bestie. it was awesome, so warmm it was insane! loved it
then had nandos an a film with another girly..
i don't like the attention of birthday's it makes me uncomfortable so keeping it quiet was good
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Aside from all that, now i feel like crap. found out my best guy friend is a total douche. he spent saturday night insulting me and making me cry.. then trys to pin the blame on somebody else the next day. is it childish that i'm not willing to speak it out yet?
+++ i'm becoming more and more aware that i need new people in my life, that share my interests and shiz. at the moment it's just not happening and it's getting me down so bad :c. Roll on college and the changes it brings x
Your top rocks! And don't worry about not being ready to talk about it yet hun, I get like that when friends of mine upset me. Takes some people time. Hope he makes you smile again soon, not cry
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i hope thinks sort themselves out for you and your friends. these things usually come good in the end. its just waiting while they do thats irritating