Ever lick the back of your teeth so much it makes your throat sore?
So 2 days after my summer vacation began, my car exploded. Last summer I had to have neck surgery right at the very beginning of summer and now this. I was actually doing half-way decent financially going into this but I don't have "car" money by any stretch of the imagination. This is not going to make looking for a new job easy. One of...
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slackerinchief:
I like clio too...gawrsh! 
The inescapable gravity of mediocrity. Whether it's a self-fulfilling prophecy or just the honest truth I've been feeling awful pathetic for an awful long time. I've completely lost the ability to write music, I feel absolutely helpless and useless at work. It's been 7-months since Amanda died but some days it still hits me harder than I can handle. My girlfriend and I just feel...
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sarahveza:
still waiting for that picture...
sickgirl78:
that tattoo sounds like a great idea.
So I think I've finally settled on a memorial tattoo for my best friend and roommate Amanda (demonbuttercup when she was on here). I have a claddagh tattoo on my left forearm and I was thinking of getting one essentially the same size on my right forearm but instead of a heart it'll have a day of the dead Mary skull with skeletal hands holding...
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slackerinchief:
speechless... 
I just wanted to thank everyone for wishing me a happy birthday. I think it was the first time I actually went to a bar on my birthday though I was only there for an hour or two. Being Irish and born on st. patrick's day, bars can get really annoying with everyone getting drunk and sporting their worst brogues so I just avoid the...
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malady:
Yep, I'd probably avoid the bars too in your case!
Lately I have mistaken slightly less misery as happiness. I haven't had a happy moment since Amanda died and even then I wasn't really feeling great. I took the day off today and there were times when I felt like, it's moments like this when I should be happy. Moments like this when I remember finding something to feel good about and it's just not...
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lackluster:
happy birthday old man! 
slackerinchief:
AY Dawg, Have merry christmas! Oh and uh...do something cool for your birthday, SON!!! 
i have to say something if i
wanna sing
but it's not about the words
it's my voice rising
to a place far from me
that my fingers can't reach
and my legs are so tired
from all of this
standing still
all of my dreams are memories
that i can't place to a time
or a face but my body
knows of the ribbons...
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wanna sing
but it's not about the words
it's my voice rising
to a place far from me
that my fingers can't reach
and my legs are so tired
from all of this
standing still
all of my dreams are memories
that i can't place to a time
or a face but my body
knows of the ribbons...
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librarygirl:
Chubbiness and glasses? I have both... 
On falling in love:
I was thinking about the internet and dating and falling in love and all that jazz. It's not about finding someone that listens to the same bands or reads the same books or loves the same movies. Many of us make and read these lists and start to fall for or on the flip side dismiss someone because they aren't clones...
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I was thinking about the internet and dating and falling in love and all that jazz. It's not about finding someone that listens to the same bands or reads the same books or loves the same movies. Many of us make and read these lists and start to fall for or on the flip side dismiss someone because they aren't clones...
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lackluster:
yes. of course i have. i saw it in the theater when i was dating this guy that actually told me about this site. the film turned me on so much. i lucked out on a hand job before the ending credits. of course that doesnt say MUCH... i've gotten a hnd job in muppets 3d at disneyland. hah
lackluster:
hey gangsta, how are tricks?
I just bought a $13 beer. It's some super high-falootin Rogue Stout that comes in an awesome bottle that might be ceramic (I'm too lazy to get up and check). If nothing else I can say that I bought a $13 beer.
I got my tattoo on saturday....f-holes on the insides of my upper arms...they turned out better than I thought they would. Though I...
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I got my tattoo on saturday....f-holes on the insides of my upper arms...they turned out better than I thought they would. Though I...
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lackluster:
youre lucky i know you... or you might seem like a real pervert to people reading my comments. seattle is wet.
lackluster:
i had this dream about you. and im going to tell you about it because its not normal that i dream about anyone let alone remember it. so i was at this house party.. that these chicks were having. they were more around your age.. and you were with them in the kitchen. and then i saw you and you just stood very stunned and i dropped my glass and started running outside. and it was strangely vibrant and bright outside. and the sky was really blue and sunny. and then i jumped really high and grabbed these handles... and i was suspended by my arms and swinging around in the air. it was amazingly fun and i wasnt affraid at all. which you know is weird because i HATE free heights. i kept going higher and swinging bigger until my body fell the the ground.. and you came over and picked it up.. but my mind fell from where i was to the top of a hill where a beautiful woman held my hand. WEIRD. i dont suppose it makes any sense, but it is weird that i know that you hate things swinging around like that. whatevs im not going to try and make sense of it.
It's really amazing how difficult it is to find a drummer. Maybe there are just a lot of spineless drummers out there that can't admit that they just don't like us or our music....I'm sick of hearing how much they really like us but it's just not the right project for what they want to play. If this was like many band situations it wouldn't...
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tigerangel:
Thanks! But yeah, that is precisely the reason I want to go as well!
lackluster:
thanks for keeping tabs. but in all fairness this has been a shitty month.
why?
Do you?