Lately I've had a real bout of writer's block. I can't seem to right a "song" to save my life. It's not that I'm not feeling musical, or that I'm not coming up with new riffs or anything...but nothing feels like a song. I think I've been too stuck for too long in my backwards songwriting mode. This is where I imagine what I want to hear and what the song should consist of and then deconstruct it backwards to make it. It works really, really well...but right now I'm stuck because I can't get my head around the big picture. I know that none of you care at all about this but maybe by venting I'll jar something loose and get back to writing. I'm also feeling a lot of pressure to write songs that are better than anything I've written before...I think I'm making too big a deal of this which isn't helping.
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delusion:
ugh...haha..me again! still awake. not spinning. just a fading away, "how the fuck am i an insomniac even drunk?" kind of icky feeling now. i am getting the sneaking suspicion that you are a bit of an insomniac yourself. is it bad that i havent had sex in 2 weeks and i am getting VERY irritated? especially considering that i live with my "significant" other? (or is it just bad that i babble about it to people at 3 am? ahah...)
delusion:
i just read what you said like woah! how did he know that?....im a bad drunk. but NO HANGOVER, yeah! How old were you when you got married/unmarried? i have been with the same guy for 4 years and it scares me. I dont even have clothes that i have owned for 4 years, i have never lived in the same house for 4 years in a row. i guess i have a kind of transient nature. ugh, and i think i showed a friend of ours naked pics of myself last night......oops.