obliviousfocus

So as I sit here angry. Having been denied for about the 20th time permenant status at a job I've worked at for 3 years I've had it. I am just tired. I care no longer. I don't care that I am a leader without pay. I don't care that 6 mens lives depend on me. I don't care that I get all this responsibility that I am not appreciated for in the end. I just don't fucking care. So with that in mind I'm turning over a new leaf. Anyone needs anything fuckem. Anyone needs me to be responsible fuckem. I don't care. I mean whats the point in caring if it gets me nothing in return.

And as for this next bit its cryptic and has nothing to do with anything anyone but me. So. FUCK YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!!! I AM NOT GOING TO DO IT. I am not your puppet. Where is the free will if I cannot exercise it. Where is your precious gift then.

Fuck It.

Charles