Well I'm feeling preachy kids. Why? I've been reading Bill Hicks letters, routines, and various other biographical material. Don't know Bill Hicks? You should. He was a comic genius. Of all the people in this world i've ever read seen or even just heard mentioned, Bill Hicks was the one. He and I share a kindred spirit I think. I believe that at least. Cause I can see where he was coming from when he spoke. Its just a ride people. Thats all it is. Enjoy the ride. But seriously if he were here he'd be the first to make us think about the war, gas prices, lies and misconceptions. You see that was his specialty. I am no where near as brilliant as Bill Hicks but I see what he was saying. As I go through his stuff I found he did poetry. His poetry in many ways is like mine. That kinda sealed the deal for me. So I ask myself what could I possibly rant about? Sex.
Sex is easy to rant about. We all want it. We just won't admit it. We wrap ourselves up in words and pretend that at the heart of the matter we care instead of we're horny. And there is nothing wrong with straight fucking, but there are a lot of sad people in the world. They seem to get all the sex they can muster but at the same time just dead inside. When you speak about sex you get into sexuality. Everyone just loooooves that fucking topic.
Oh look at the queers!!! Breeders!!!!
Neither understands the other in a way. Both have their own points of view. Then you have the fucking fence sitters. They just sit there teetering off to the side one way or another. MAKE A FUCKING CHOICE!!! I'm not saying you have to go home, I'm just saying you can't stay here!!! What does it get you to play both sides of the fence? Other than jokes and ridicule. Some say genetics, some say environment. I say bullshit.
When you get down to the heart of the matter I think it comes down to trust. Who do you trust. Why do you trust them. Do you find that you trust one sex better than the other? Sit down and ponder to yourself all of your relationships and the difference between lovers and friends. We put one on a pedestal but in reality they are just like our friends. Sex just fucks it up. Everyone has to get their rocks off they just do. Some do it in different ways. At least that explains why mimes exist. I'm just saying before you think you know or when you hear someone say "That ain't right. That goes against God." Ask yourself this. If God is about trust so they say then isn't a relationship a fostering of trust and if so who is that not right? If you can't have a foundation of trust in earthly form how can you have it in the spiritual. Our first bonds are earthly. Our last bonds are metaphysical. If the foundation is weak the house will not stand. One of my favorite quotes. Just something to think about when you eat your soup and wonder about reality.
And for your amusement
The heart is but an organ
Red and pulsing
Coursing with our blood
But whoa unto the matters of it
For when this simple thing
Cracks from existential pressure
The world falters
And the winds shift in sorrow
What would give life
Loses its luster
This simple thing
Becomes oppressing weight
Dragging down
Breath becomes bitter trade
Ragged and harsh
So carry lightly your words
Let them not be heavy as stone
But like the bird
Soaring into the sky
And let their warmth keep close
Never to touch the ground
Charles
Sex is easy to rant about. We all want it. We just won't admit it. We wrap ourselves up in words and pretend that at the heart of the matter we care instead of we're horny. And there is nothing wrong with straight fucking, but there are a lot of sad people in the world. They seem to get all the sex they can muster but at the same time just dead inside. When you speak about sex you get into sexuality. Everyone just loooooves that fucking topic.
Oh look at the queers!!! Breeders!!!!
Neither understands the other in a way. Both have their own points of view. Then you have the fucking fence sitters. They just sit there teetering off to the side one way or another. MAKE A FUCKING CHOICE!!! I'm not saying you have to go home, I'm just saying you can't stay here!!! What does it get you to play both sides of the fence? Other than jokes and ridicule. Some say genetics, some say environment. I say bullshit.
When you get down to the heart of the matter I think it comes down to trust. Who do you trust. Why do you trust them. Do you find that you trust one sex better than the other? Sit down and ponder to yourself all of your relationships and the difference between lovers and friends. We put one on a pedestal but in reality they are just like our friends. Sex just fucks it up. Everyone has to get their rocks off they just do. Some do it in different ways. At least that explains why mimes exist. I'm just saying before you think you know or when you hear someone say "That ain't right. That goes against God." Ask yourself this. If God is about trust so they say then isn't a relationship a fostering of trust and if so who is that not right? If you can't have a foundation of trust in earthly form how can you have it in the spiritual. Our first bonds are earthly. Our last bonds are metaphysical. If the foundation is weak the house will not stand. One of my favorite quotes. Just something to think about when you eat your soup and wonder about reality.
And for your amusement
The heart is but an organ
Red and pulsing
Coursing with our blood
But whoa unto the matters of it
For when this simple thing
Cracks from existential pressure
The world falters
And the winds shift in sorrow
What would give life
Loses its luster
This simple thing
Becomes oppressing weight
Dragging down
Breath becomes bitter trade
Ragged and harsh
So carry lightly your words
Let them not be heavy as stone
But like the bird
Soaring into the sky
And let their warmth keep close
Never to touch the ground
Charles
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nikonphoto80:
I still fell kind of strange about the whole thing; Im just really confused right now. 
schismatic_god:
I find that it is far better to just throw who you are and how you are feeling right out there on the table, I used to be really quiet, shy and reserved, I shook that off and now I can say the people that I have for frinds truly are my friends. And the best part is, it will make people who dont like you make them self known and you can deal with them as such with out them acting as though they want to be your friend.