obliviousfocus

Well ladies and gentlemen of the jury don't hold it against me that I haven't updated in a while, I've been busy. Its been a whirlwind the last few weeks and I'm exhausted. How did everyones mothers day go? Mine went pretty good, got my mother a plate from south africa since she is writing a book on it. I thought I would help her...
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Well second date went extremly well. I knew it would be good when she answered the door wearing a Death T-shirt just like the one i used to own. Going out friday and saturday this weekend and celibrating cinco de mayo. *does back flips and twirls around*. I am the biggest dork on the planet right now.

P.S. I can still smell her perfume on...
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Another date tomorrow woo hoo
Going to watch Hoodwinked!!!

I'm going to try this again. Hopefully this will work this time. Lately I've been dating, or trying to date at least. It hasn't gone the best of ways with me. The first girl went okay till I got a bad case of bronchitis. I went to her place and she cooked me dinner. Before the night was over I was told I needed professional...
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I was out today and found something that garnished my interest. A pearl jam collection of their music from 1993-2003. I had to have it. Pearl Jam has always been there when I needed them. I just love Eddie Veder's lyrics. They were there for me when I was young and my parents were going through a divorce. It was nasty and ended up with...
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Feel like death
but i keep on living

Since the last one was depressing

Your breathing woke me softly
as the sun slit through the window
Jasmine slowly filled my nose
your scent still strong
My mouth still felt your lips
lingering with the taste of you
Your body
beautiful, and warm
Trembled beneath the covers
with dreams disturbing you
Arms wrapped tight around you
I kept you safe from the demons
With...
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You win
I give up

I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.

FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.

Well, the passion starts to heat up,...
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I heard the new Flaming Lips material today and I liked it. Woot Woot.
Other than that I don't have anything to say other than i'm bleeding out my nose for some unknown reason. Blah.

On a side note. I'm done with trying to even consider the notion of dating. I will not be a party to people randomly changing their minds or keeping me...
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