So today, Friday, was the 5th anniversary of my mom's passing. It's the first time I've faced this as a sober man; in fact, it was the day she died that I started drinking heavily. Go figure.
I'd been expecting to be a total basketcase today, but once the day rolled around, I was fine. It was just another day. I don't know why I expected it to be different than any other day, it just seemed like it would be. But no ... I got up, went to work, worked a long day, came home tired. Have to get up in 7 hours to do it again.
I thought about her a little bit, but not in a sad way. Mostly, really, I was just busy all day.
2 weeks until Europe.
Hot!
I'd been expecting to be a total basketcase today, but once the day rolled around, I was fine. It was just another day. I don't know why I expected it to be different than any other day, it just seemed like it would be. But no ... I got up, went to work, worked a long day, came home tired. Have to get up in 7 hours to do it again.
I thought about her a little bit, but not in a sad way. Mostly, really, I was just busy all day.
2 weeks until Europe.
Hot!
I have such a strong love for you.. isnt that weird? I care for you like a brother... my international man of mystery brother..