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shoot me please someone jsut shoot me

Todd

Thank you for the message back. I'm not dead but i did try becasue well outside of here I have only one freind besides teh girl I was talking about in my journal who is JamieLee I was really upset since wel when me and her went out as freinds she told me she didnt tawant to be with anyoen and well what happens i go to her journal to see hwo she is doing and she re hooked up with her ex and there is pics posted of them kissing and wel the set is titled 'bumpin uglies' and wel I dunno i htought before that ihad asmall chance with her whihc well is saying alot since well i really dontcome across girls i like more than freinds or aquaintinces htat often..............I was also upset the whole weekend because well I'll admit it I have a crush on Benni whos a model on here and well me and her always used to e-mail and well on one occasion IM and i wrote her a poem a few months back and she enjoyed it thoroughly and she actually agreed to go to a real swing dance with me that happens in august and everybody dresses up in 1940s ware. But anywyas the more popular she sbecome on the website the less and less i hear from her, she did wish me a happy birhtday back on the 17th which was nice. But wel i wrote her another poem and e-mailed it to her and its been two weeks and i havent gotten areply and well she doesnt write back anymore. so right now I jsut feel a bit alone and well I really dont know if I will ever find another date thats my age that wants mroe than to jsut fuck me. I also fel ignored and unimportant

Todd