tonight is pretty boring.
I had my one exciting moment today. So I guess it's only natural.
I went back to my old high school, since I'm not over 21, to see if I could finish. I really do not want my GED. I would feel so much better to do what I know what I can do.
I disappointed a lot of people by leaving school my last year, just inches away from graduation... I just couldn't handle it anymore, I had SO much going on junior year through senior year that it nearly killed me.
But now I have very thing back on track, and I think I can over come it all and finish what I started. I also promised three very important people I'd walk across that stage and get my diploma.. One of which is no longer with me. I promised my big brother Jeremy, which explains my chest tattoo, when I was in second grade I'd be just like him and get my diploma. Well.. Little did I know, Jeremy wasn't that smart.. My self and my family lost him to heroin and a brain aneurism.. Caused to burst by the heroin. Anyway..
We lost him July 8th, 2011.. Which was my junior year, the very beginning.. It was rough. I had a really hard time coping, but I'm better now.. I know now Jeremy doesn't want me to bitch and whine over him. He wants me to live and be happy with myself.
And now I feel I can do that. I couldn't be more excited..
Sorry for the random rant. Lol.
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