nytespryte

This is my first night alone in about nine years.

It doesn't feel very weird but that idea feels weird. It's a pretty damned long time.

I've been getting some work done. I've been staying up really late recently.

We're moving in less than a month now. I'm going to have so much more work space.

I think moving in with someone new will be nice. I'm very comfortable with the idea even though I'm not very excited about it, it's just a matter of where my head is right now. I've had way more success with people growing on me than with big crushes anyway. Too much of my emotional energy is being draw elsewhere to get too excited I think but the situation is full of potential and feels like a really good idea.

I've been asked how I feel about Rae by several people without being able to give a good answer, which I think gives a bad impressions, but my feelings are very positive just not well sorted out just yet.