nytespryte

Thanks to a sudden acute clog in the tub I can't wash my hair without ending up standing ankle deep in yucky collected water. We're calling tomorrow to try to get it snaked but I will probably have to break down and wash it before that happens, it feels funny b/c I got rain water on it yesterday.

I found out that the "four paintings" that my family recovered are actually just four of the five pieces that made up my box sculpture, adding a piece of that and at least two other paintings to the list of things that completely vanished.

I had some birthday blues which were somewhat alleviated after I got in touch with Ed and then a bit more when I got in touch with Derrick, but I'm still a bit moody on and off. I'm basically just feeling frustrated with long distance relationships, not any of the people, just the distance. Only one of my current partners is in the city, that of course being lordkalkin, and I have no means to visit the others. I don't know when I'm seeing either Ed or Derrick and I won't see L until summer, the details of that are still completely unsure.

I'm definitely feeling how much support I actually got from Ed now that we're separated. I think it's funny when other people ask how poly people conduct multiple relationships without getting spread too thin, because having someone extra to help fulfill my needs made me way more capable of supporting both lordkalkin and Ed whenever they needed attention. Right now it's way more easy for lordkalkin and I to get stuck in cycles where we just make each other more and more cranky. Although we are still pretty good at getting past those on our own.

I am at least getting out of the house a good bit which does make a huge difference.