is it disturbing that i get more excited over seeing poker chips than actual money. it could be equal amounts. but the chips get me off more.

well, im really excited. i get to see mindless self indulgence tonite in milwauke. i cant wait. when i lived in NY, i missed every show, and now im gonna see them here in wisconsin, go figure.

i also just heard from home that my mom got a tooth pulled, things got fucked up, and shes getting admited to the hospital. i cant seem to...
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GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

argh, still looking for a job. no news there. actually, no new at all, or at least none that i would like to admit to.

lol

actually, i went to a book signing and talk by al franken on sunday. it was very cool. got his new book, and i started it, very funny as usual.

i gotta add some pics of myself and life. ill go through them and toss some up soon.
still looking for a job.

im drunk, and i delacre,

most fucked up halloween ever

still job hunting. it dosent look good. mad town is some fun though. good people. good food.

i do feel like im getting scared of people for some reason. i dunno. maybe thats just a random thought about some people

on a good note, hallux and i got a playstation 2 yesterday. that may help me to avoid people, but it may hinder my jobsearch,...
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im finaly here in madison. been here for about 2 weeks but we didnt have a computer and i couldnt find access. its great here but i still have to find a job. i have tons of stories already, but im gonna keep it short right now.
later everyone.
thanks for the love
neil

well. i leave later today. wow. madison, here i come.

ok, so im packing for my move to wisconsin. so much to do and so little time. and i just came down with a nasty cold. argh. trying to get into NYC to see some old friends before i leave. i leave on tuesday nite, and i really cant wait. get to see my love, and i get to escape from my hell hole long...
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