Being away at school gave me the chance to forget that everything here is falling apart. Not with my family. If anything, our relationships are stronger than ever before. But my friends are almost non-existant. I got to forget that really, we don't know each other like we once did. I got to forget that Kenny is leaving in less than a month, maybe for good. That most of the people I care most about don't even live in our hometown anymore.
Sigh. Today has just been one big bummer. I need to go do something to lift my spirits. Perhaps drinking...
Sigh. Today has just been one big bummer. I need to go do something to lift my spirits. Perhaps drinking...
Don't look at it so much as losing friends. Look at it as exploring new friendships. Some friends you'll have forever, some will come and go from your life as time passes. Enjoy it all, and don't be afraid to build new relationships.