Okay. I'm done. No more ranting about things I could change if I wanted but am too scared to. So. Moving along.
It's my last day as a lifeguard. All I can say is they better be calling me to sub soon because I'm running low on $$$$.
And, unfortunately, I need $$$$ to keep on truckin'. Food, shelter, all that stuff. Taking my cat...
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It's my last day as a lifeguard. All I can say is they better be calling me to sub soon because I'm running low on $$$$.
And, unfortunately, I need $$$$ to keep on truckin'. Food, shelter, all that stuff. Taking my cat...
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Hah. Real world my ass. The real world is only what you make of it. So why does my "real world" have to be this? Maybe I could be one of the few who actually get out. Who go forward. Change the world. Or at least escape the hypocrisy of living in this one. I'm furious at the state of our nation. FURIOUS. But it...
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So I've realized I've kind of let the void that is this Fred-neck town take its toll on me. My last couple of entries have been about FISHING. I mean, WTF? When I was a kid, I loved nature. I'd much rather have been running around in the woods with my brother than watching TV. Then, for a long time, I avoided the outdoors like...
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zpo:
If being outdoors makes you happy then its a good thing. Its like the saying a "Good" job means a "Get Out Of Debt" job.
No matter what we have, we always want more. That is the human drive, and it isn't a bad thing. The trick is to make sure you don't forget to enjoy what you have.
Do something now, do something else later, do something else after that. Learn and enjoy.
No matter what we have, we always want more. That is the human drive, and it isn't a bad thing. The trick is to make sure you don't forget to enjoy what you have.
Do something now, do something else later, do something else after that. Learn and enjoy.
u_dont_know_me:
Welcome to the real world darlin' ... please enjoy your stay 
Well, another day of not being a substitute over with. I got another call tonight but I was out AGAIN and by the time I got the message, the spot had already been filled. Dammit. I'm afraid I'll never get work at this rate! But there are still three schools that could potentially call tomorrow morning. So I've got my fingers crossed and shit.
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nya:
thank you very much for the nice comment on my set! 
I changed my SN. Again. Just so it matches all my other profiles out there in the world. Make sense? Good.
So I'm officially a substitute. I guess all the paperwork went through and shit. I got a call this morning to work at noon, but I already had plans
I figured I wouldn't hear until at least next week. Plus I was up til...
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So I'm officially a substitute. I guess all the paperwork went through and shit. I got a call this morning to work at noon, but I already had plans
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presence:
sexxiee new name good to see you back around
Im thinking about changing my name to iftheymovekillum since that also matches all my screenames and emails...its more comforting that way i think
Im thinking about changing my name to iftheymovekillum since that also matches all my screenames and emails...its more comforting that way i think
u_dont_know_me:
I'm substituting(sp?) too ... I get all the problem kids ... its fun though ... I teach them what a homeric simile is, they teach me how to hotwire a car ...
Eric (the roommate I have the hots for) and I went fishing yesterday on the river. I decided I suck at it. But it's still amusing. I found fishing off a boat to be much more...or rather, much less wet. We waded out to find a good pocket on the river and along the way, I got SOAKING wet, nearly head to toe. And at...
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rhys:
aww thank you 
Well I added some pictures. You should be able to tell from the dates which ones.
I submitted all my paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. Now I just have to get all the crap printed off to apply for the certification program through my alma mater. Blah. I can't believe I finally settled into the fact that with an English degree, you can't...
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I submitted all my paperwork today to become a substitute teacher. Now I just have to get all the crap printed off to apply for the certification program through my alma mater. Blah. I can't believe I finally settled into the fact that with an English degree, you can't...
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u_dont_know_me:
Ah a room full of suple young men just waiting for you to corrupt them ... extra credit indeed ... you know you're gonna get fired ...
u_dont_know_me:
it's good to hear you are doing well though ... I was a-scared for a while ...
So I got my heart broken YET AGAIN by my ex. Seriously. When will I stop doing this to myself? I thought there was a chance we'd work things out this time...
On top of that, I am at a loss for words with my roommate. He found out today that his ex-girlfriend, whom he was dating while he was living in Ethiopia, was pregnant...
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On top of that, I am at a loss for words with my roommate. He found out today that his ex-girlfriend, whom he was dating while he was living in Ethiopia, was pregnant...
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u_dont_know_me:
And where have you been young lady?
zpo:
The key is that he wants to talk about it. There aren't any magic things you can say. The best thing you can do is listen.
In general, any of the options on the truth don't lead to a good relationship if he were to go back.
A) She lied about the pregnancy/abortion to guilt trip him to come back. So she thinks this would make him come back why?
B) She lied about being sterile with the hope he would get her pregnant and he'd stay. This doesn't sound like someone I'd want to stay with.
C) She was told she is sterile, but actually isn't and she had the abortion without telling him. While this would be her right, if she's telling him now it stinks of manipulation.
Any way you slice it, she doesn't sound like a person to be in a health relationship with.
If he wants to talk, let him talk. Hold his hand and let him talk. You don't have to say anything, just be there and listen.
In general, any of the options on the truth don't lead to a good relationship if he were to go back.
A) She lied about the pregnancy/abortion to guilt trip him to come back. So she thinks this would make him come back why?
B) She lied about being sterile with the hope he would get her pregnant and he'd stay. This doesn't sound like someone I'd want to stay with.
C) She was told she is sterile, but actually isn't and she had the abortion without telling him. While this would be her right, if she's telling him now it stinks of manipulation.
Any way you slice it, she doesn't sound like a person to be in a health relationship with.
If he wants to talk, let him talk. Hold his hand and let him talk. You don't have to say anything, just be there and listen.
Okay well it was a hell of a lot longer than a few days. It took a lot longer than I expected to get myself back on my feet monetarily. I'm still pretty shaky, actually...but life is good.
There is so much to update on I don't even know where to start! I've been working as a lifeguard for a while now. Lol. ME...lifeguarding. Silliness....
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There is so much to update on I don't even know where to start! I've been working as a lifeguard for a while now. Lol. ME...lifeguarding. Silliness....
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zpo:
Welcome back. I've missed your updates.
:hugz:
:hugz:
Okay so I'm going grey for a little bit. Probably just a few days. So don't do anything dumb like take me off your friends list. I will be back! Soon!
I just think it's a little much to ask that I pay any amount of money when I have absolutely zero source of income.
So just a little break. All is not lost.
I just think it's a little much to ask that I pay any amount of money when I have absolutely zero source of income.
So just a little break. All is not lost.
presence:
id never take u off my friends list yr way too sexxiee
come back soon
come back soon
downcaste:
That stuff about your ex bf sounds very familiar. That whole mixed feelings thing has been the story of my life for about six months. It sucks.
So...my ex and his girlfriend broke up. And I've got super mixed feelings about the whole deal. Part of me wants him to come crawling back...but part of me wants to rub it in his face that I'm messing around with someone else. I dunno. I shouldn't have any feelings towards it, really. Except maybe sympathy that it didn't work out for them.
Our housewarming...
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Our housewarming...
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I'm still in shock a little about the whole Scott thing. It happened so fast...and I'm getting worried about myself. I thought I could do the whole fuck buddy thing. Except I really like him. And I didn't sleep with him to try to get him to fall in love with me or anything dumb. Seriously, the only thing going through my head was that...
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downcaste:
I didnt know about the rule for the half the time of the relationship, but I guess only you know when you are ready. I was in a relationship for 2 1/2 years and I dont know if I will ever be quite right after that
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[Edited on May 19, 2005 1:13AM]
downcaste:
thanks for noticing 
thankyou for the comment on my set!
don't be fooled, the boots are most inpractical!