I've really been quiet for a while, haven't I? I'm not really the porn type; initially I joined this site because it combines my own high thinking mind with my base one, and I like the community. It seems that I've slipped into some kind of mucho masturbation mode, and even though I know I shouldn't be, I am feeling a little dirty, and VERY guilty. Really, I'm betraying myself. But I think I'm better now, and masturbation isn't that bad, if it is a sin: I think the murderers and rapists have pretty much what sin is down. My mother believes that the more a person sins, the lower they drag their soul, and that compulsive rapists, pedophiles, murderers, and the like, those that literally can't control themselves, are those souls that were previously corrupted, given a second chance to redeem themselves and , apparently, failing to do so.
So let's fuck everything and not get so guilty about petty crimes.
In other news ...
I've never been a person desiring of sex; I take what I can when I can, and I'm happy with that, for the most part. But I feel like I've failed myself somehow, and here's why: I haven't had sex this year, and the year's almost over. Oh, I've fooled around and whatnot; it's not like I haven't had the opportunity. It's just that I haven't actually done it, and it seems like that's, at the very least, unexpected, and, at most, unacceptable. The urge isn't really there, but now that there are six weeks left before 2011 ends, the obligation is there.
So, thoughts, comments, phone numbers? Any input would be greatly appreciated.
-J
So let's fuck everything and not get so guilty about petty crimes.
In other news ...
I've never been a person desiring of sex; I take what I can when I can, and I'm happy with that, for the most part. But I feel like I've failed myself somehow, and here's why: I haven't had sex this year, and the year's almost over. Oh, I've fooled around and whatnot; it's not like I haven't had the opportunity. It's just that I haven't actually done it, and it seems like that's, at the very least, unexpected, and, at most, unacceptable. The urge isn't really there, but now that there are six weeks left before 2011 ends, the obligation is there.
So, thoughts, comments, phone numbers? Any input would be greatly appreciated.
-J
I don't know what kind of vision do you have of 'sex'. I used to take it as a common part of my everyday life, just like brushing my teeth and doing my homework - I had fun, but let me tell you that this year I've discovered how making love with the person you really connect with it's even more pleasant. But hey... sex is sex, and when safer is good anyway: I won't be the one telling you to "wait until you get to know a really significant person". Just don't stress yourself too much. Chances come and go, but then they come back again!
About the whole sinning thing... well... I've never considered exploring my very own body and getting to know how to be an happier person a sin. You shouldn't too!