I've been feeling really empty lately... Like there is just nothing inside me. The closest thing that i can relate it to is feeling like a fabrige egg... except not nearly as beautiful as one. I just feel hollow like there is nothing inside to support me. It's horrible. I've been feeling this way alot lately.
Not that i am suicidal because for some reason I have developed this intense fear of death lately.
Just strange, I usually try to have a large wall up between the outside world and I, but for some reason it is breaking down. I keep thinking about the fact that I live alone. I don't know if it hurts me or helps me. I feel so fragile.
Not that i am suicidal because for some reason I have developed this intense fear of death lately.
Just strange, I usually try to have a large wall up between the outside world and I, but for some reason it is breaking down. I keep thinking about the fact that I live alone. I don't know if it hurts me or helps me. I feel so fragile.
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Of course trips to the bar for me usually end in blackouts in which I do things I totally regret, but I'm a goddamn drunk, so there ya go.