nursejill

I have a bird feeder that sits outside my window so my cat can watch the birds. She was sitting there last night watching. I thought it was a little dark for birds so I went over to see what she was looking at. There was a rat in the bird feeder!. And not just any rat. A big mother fucking ghetto king sized rat ! I think it even intimidated the cat. Now I don't know what to do. I want to leave the feeder there so my cat can watch the birds but I also don't want King Rat moving in.
I ate soooo bad yesterday. I am not sure I have one real meal. It was nothing but junk foor and crap. I have promissed myself that after vacation is over it is going to be diet city.
I watched Prozac Nation last night. I really liked it. I think she did a good job showing what depression is like. I was glad she didn't try to gloss over what happens when people "self medicate". When you have troubles like that you don't "feel normal". Often drugs and alcohol make you feel, I am guessing- better or different. So, people will use them. But it starts a bad spiral. I worked in a clinic for teens with problems like that for a while. But, I had to leave finally because it just ripped my heart out to watch some of them spiral out of control. Thankfully medications are so much better now. Oh yeah and Christina Ricci is so fucking beautiful and sexy ! I could get lost in those eyes.