Roller coaster day yesterday. The Cop and I went shopping. We were having a lot of fun, then got into a big fight 
It was all my fault. I am shy. I mean shy to the point of it being a socail phobia. I hate being in new situations or being the center of attention. Especially with people I don't know. So, we were bikini shopping and she wanted me to try on suits and let the sales girl see me in them. Now, I will admit the sales girl was very good at picking out the right style of suit to fit my body,but the idea of letting everyone in the store see me almost gave me an anxiety attack. I know how stupid that sounds because you wear a bikini to the beach where tons of people see you, but it just freaked me out. We got into an arguement over it and ended up not buying anything.
Then we drive 20 minutes to goto the computer store to look at web cams. The parking lot was a mad house. We finally park and go in. After looking at cams for a while, the idea of strangers watching me freaked me out and I didn't get anything. She was already mad and I don't think this helped.
Being shy really sucks.
It was all my fault. I am shy. I mean shy to the point of it being a socail phobia. I hate being in new situations or being the center of attention. Especially with people I don't know. So, we were bikini shopping and she wanted me to try on suits and let the sales girl see me in them. Now, I will admit the sales girl was very good at picking out the right style of suit to fit my body,but the idea of letting everyone in the store see me almost gave me an anxiety attack. I know how stupid that sounds because you wear a bikini to the beach where tons of people see you, but it just freaked me out. We got into an arguement over it and ended up not buying anything.
Then we drive 20 minutes to goto the computer store to look at web cams. The parking lot was a mad house. We finally park and go in. After looking at cams for a while, the idea of strangers watching me freaked me out and I didn't get anything. She was already mad and I don't think this helped.
Being shy really sucks.
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so just to let you know everyone gets wierded out by that it's not unusual
also your friend should be a bit more sensitive to what you are comfortable doing.
hope you feel better sweetie.
xxxxxx
I'm a shy person too, but in different ways. And I'm always super silent. That bothers me SO much 'cause everybody thinks I'm arrogant or that I'm always sad or in a bad mood, when I'm just a shy, silent girl. That's all.
I hope everything is ok now, Jill!
<3