nuria

So it's a long weekend here but Erock is working his ass off and I'm alone thinking of all the things that I should be doing but instead I'm doing nothing. My bio class has sucked all the life from me.

So, even though it's a couple months away, my vacation is keeping my spirits up and the thoughts of warm weather as well. I seriously hate the cold so bad--bleh. I've come to the conclusion that while I love Italy and I'm so lucky to be here--Eric and I should have left when we got the opportunity. I'm sick of living in the middle of no where. I'm sick of my lack of social life. I'm sick of not being in a city. I'm sick of the people here. So yeah, I have about three years to sit on all this and fucking kick myself in the teeth about it. If I don't do something with my life soon I think I'm going to go crazy.

I need to take one of those tests that tell you what kind of job you should go into. Like, you should be a sex worker--you should be a professional gardener--you should work in sanitation. I always loved taking those tests in school. They would always come back and tell me--you should be an actress. I'm like great--now what? Fucking useless public school system.

I am now going to list the many reasons to why I am a lazy bitch--

-I should be studying
-I should be doing laundry
-I should be cleaning the floors
-My tub and showers need to be scrubbed, eh.
-I should be outside enjoying the nice weather
-I should be with friends, doing something, but alas I have no friends because I hate everyone


This journal entry brought to you with love from your worthless friend-

Kristin


ps. did I mention how much I hate being in a different time zone than all of you?