Basically, I'm depressed.
I'm getting tired of eating; nothing really tastes good anymore. The only thing that really appeals to me consistently is Red Dead Redemption and sweet tea (I brew literal gallons a day). I'm lonely. I need someone to hang out with, to spend time with an actual person. This is ridiculous. I keep telling myself that when I get to the doctor (pending insurance), he'll put me back on my meds, and that'll level me out again. I've been so fucked up lately that it's not even funny anymore.
That's it for today.
I'm getting tired of eating; nothing really tastes good anymore. The only thing that really appeals to me consistently is Red Dead Redemption and sweet tea (I brew literal gallons a day). I'm lonely. I need someone to hang out with, to spend time with an actual person. This is ridiculous. I keep telling myself that when I get to the doctor (pending insurance), he'll put me back on my meds, and that'll level me out again. I've been so fucked up lately that it's not even funny anymore.
That's it for today.
take care