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My latest obsession is not California. It is not Baltimore or DC. It is not a cross country bus trip on a vehicle called the Green Tortoise. It is her. It's always her. She takes different forms but it's always the same. I should be obsessed with other things. I should be obsessed with writing and music and travel. Instead I wait for her. I...
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When I was about 5 years old and living in upstate New York one day I casually walked out of the front yard of some friends of my parents. They lived right on the main drag of Moira NY and so there was lots to see, even if it was a small little town. There were some shops and people bustling about and I decided...
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Yeah

I have two online journals and this one always gets the big neglect. Sorry dude.

Holy shit the Red Sox are World Series Champions. Wow! I don't know if the reality has set in yet. I did end up going out last night after the game. I went out on the porch and was listening to all the yelling and horn blowing and fireworks and I realized I had to get out in it. I would regret it if I...
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So I am having a hard time with something. Maybe this is how I failed school. I know things are messed up. I can even point to the inherrent reason why they are messed up. However I cannot argue or debate this at all. It's kind of like in school how I could take tests and pass them without really opening books because I could...
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Red Sox win the pennant last night. Trail of Dead tonight. Bee's Knees in Providence tommorow night. World Series starts Saturday. Pat's and more World Series and maybe some frisbee golf on Sunday. More World Series next week and then Halloween. Lot's of good stuff to round out the rest of October.

I have been looking forward to this show since my first listen to...
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I should be leaving for Montreal in the morning but instead I am going to work. I can blame the low paying route all I want but I know I could have saved that money. I still love Montreal, but I just lost intrest when I found I couldn't move there. I now have my sites set on a west coast trip in the summer....
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I need to find somethings to get more involved in instead of having all these ideas that I only bounce off my very kind friends and never take to the outside world. This week I have gotten more involved in some bigger international message boards and discussion groups online but that still isn't real. I need in person involvement. I talk a good game but...
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I want to try and go back to writing something in here everyday. Write something everyday. Write something everyday. Here is something I wrote this morning before work.

Wed 10/13/04 2:06am
Maines Paper
Westboro MA

One Kiss

My fears they are irrational
My questions are a waste
For we're still close as you can see
Of all that I have chased

Doubt it got the...
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