numberone

I feel as though I have been straight out for the last seven days. This is good and bad. Good because being busy and always on the go is always good for a small amount of time, however, I don't know how people who live their lives this way do it. As a result the bad is that it throws my whole life out of...
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My new profile pic is a riot.

In other news....

I got mugged last week. Right on my own damn street. Three guys came up, two with knives and got my cell phone, my walkman, my trail of dead cd(grrrr), $17, and my fresh unopened Mocha Frapicino. The good news is that they are on the Store 24 surveillance cam and when I turned my...
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Wow.

I have not updated this thing in quite sometime. So the SG Burlesque Show is coming to Wormtown in July! Not only is it coming here but is coming to my home away from home. Yep it's coming to the Lucky Dog. Very friggin cool.
I really want to get more active on the site between now and then so I can hopefully meet...
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I wrote my first song today. I am excited beyond words. I have written lyrics before and banged around on the guitar before but this is the first time it all came together. Pretty magical.

THE SLEEVE OF HIS JACKET

You caught me with your flair for the comic
And your honesty pulled me right in
Your disposition had me so flustered
That I didn't...
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If I have to only speak when spoken to then it will be so

If I have to only love you from
a safe distance then that will do

If I have to move on and see what lies beyond then I will do that

If I have to wonder what may have been then I guess so be it.

I dropped a message in a bottle that said I miss her so much.

Commitment

How hard is it really? And I don't mean commitment as in dating/relationships I mean commitment as in,

"Hey we are doing this tommorow."

"Okay cool give me a call."

"Alright I will, see you tommorow."

And then the next day you call and you fucking do what you planned on doing. Is that hard for anyone else?

Angry Journal Entry: Take 1

You know just say the fucking word and I will never ask you for a fucking thing again. I don't need anything from anyone. I asked you for a ride because I knew that when you left you would be going by my house. Especially since two weeks ago you referred to me as your best friend this in fact...
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Sometimes you kiss someone and you both look at each other and realize, nope, that wasn't really a good idea.

I can't believe some of the shit I almost said tonight. What a drunken asshole I was. As it is I called her a lesbian. Whatever, I was all tanked up.
The good part is that she knew I was all pissed off at her and she called me and we talked about it instead of giving each other the cold shoulder for a few...
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What to do about unrequited love? Especially when you think it is not unrequited? I have had "friends" before but this is the first one that has fallen into full out John Cusack territory. Everyone thinks we are a couple. We bumped into friends today while grocery shopping and they were like, "Oh, this is where you two do your shopping to?" I know of...
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