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I wonder how many people have lived and died in my lifetime.

WOW...

So I can't bring myself to watch yet another romeo and juliet knockoff but I'm watching a cookie cutter romance and getting giddy as a schoolboy because the main characters are going to kiss in the next episode.

What the hell does that mean? And why the hell do I care if fictional characters are going to lip lock...

I dunno, I think this...
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melon pan ski desu

back then the biggest shock to our reality
was our lives were so primitive and simplistic, it was laughing in our faces
Even covering my ears, the truth slipped through my fingers and left me confused
Where in my frail body am I supposed to hold the strength to stand?

Uninstall. Uninstall.

Right now I can't even begin to understand
how the countless lives on...
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in romeo and juliet, juliet was 13 years old.

damn, times have changed.

I wonder if in 500 years people will remain virgins into their 50s?

Emotions and my explanation of them.

Happiness = a brief interlude where you dilude yourself into thinking that the universe has positive and negative in it and reinforce your self ego by acting like a 2yo and prancing around like an idiot

Sadness = you realizing the universe has holes in it and your mind isn't controlling everything

Anger = A small period of time...
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What's the deal with the 1970's, is it because it was when I was born?

For some reason watching programs from the 1970's and early 80's comforts me.

It's like watching sunshine.

But it has to do with outer space. The first lunar landing was 1969, so that wouldn't have to do anything with it, but it did shuttle in a new era of exploration...
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Some times the most placid imagery awakes the the deepest feelings.

Some people wish life could be routine.

Som people wish life could have more adventure.

Some people just want to be normal.

I just want inspiration.

end quickly

I'm in a long tunnel
the wind is blowing through making a howling noise
and the world is muted by the wind
there is only laughter in my eves

the laughter blocks out the world
the laughter hides the reality
the laughter blows through the tunnel
and leaves an empty tunnel

clickety clack
clickety clack
clickety clack
ping pong
the next stop will be shinjuku...
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Just got back from Japan...

Mix of feelings here, I feel again like I have no one to relate to... yet again...

strange loneliness feeling. I also have jet lag from the time differential, and a crap load of tea that I'm slowly pumping through my veins. I'm also slightly feeling let down after a vacation that was a huge let down. At the same...
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330 in the morning and I can't sleep, damn me for getting into remembering japanese.

nihonjin

kipu

interesting how punctuation is in words.

hoshikuanaides

nihon kire kanojotachi I really gotta work on my particles. particles suck.

watashi wa moto baka desu ka

hai hai, orokona.... tso desu ne