nukke

I'm becoming a hermit. The only time I've left from the house since Saturday was yesterday. And all I did was go to rent a huge pile of movies.

Soon I won't even remember how to act among other people and I'll just be jumping on tables, scratching my armpits and shouting "ugh-ugh-ugh". Actually, that could be fun. Maybe I should try that sometime.

Yesterday evening I had huge, almost overwhelming anxiety. I just felt like I couldn't sit still. It was weird.

I'm hoping my friend can come over today, I really need to talk to her. If not, then I think I might just go completely insane (as opposed to my current state, where I'm just slightly insane).