When I was younger I was so free spirited then middle school and high school hit and I was the invisible girl that just acted like who ever was around me and kind of lost myself. So I have been on a kind of self exploring journey since I have come home. I have been thinking a lot about who I am and building self confidence. This site has helped me so much with my self confidence and I have always felt like I could be myself on here.
I have already met such amazing people and am truly blessed by that. I realize though that being an SG (though it is a fun thought) is not exactly for me. I think I was doing for attention not because I truly wanted to be naked on the internet. I haven't decided if I am going to strip my hopeful status all together or just leave it up for shits and giggles
...I just think I have been focusing on this site and the attention from it than focusing on things like my art. I need to refocus on things that truly matter in my life right now...I need to get through school and find an amazing job at a video game company...I need to find what inspires me and pushes me forward.
I also see all these amazing girls on the site, who are gorgeous beyond belief and some part of me wants to be like that. I keep trying to be this sexy piece of ass but I'm not...I KNOW I KNOW...I am sexy in my own way...I always like to think of myself as cute sexy...nerdy sexy hahaha but I kept trying to be something I'm not and I finally figured that out. I am happy I figured that out though so I can focus on being the cute self I am 
Don't get me wrong! I will still post pictures and be here with all you awesome and lovely people! I have to support my friends who are still going for the PINK hehehe...I might even do another photo shoot as a hopeful since I technically have one already planned but instead of trying to be "sexy" I'm just going to go with being me 
anyway enough realization for one day...
PICTURES
acting like an idiot with my hello kitty ring pop that I devoured:
anyway! Happy Holidays! Merry Christmas! Whatever you celebrate! also if I was supposed to send you a Christmas present it is going to be late because I have been lazy! sorry! *bow bow* it will happen I swear!!!!
love you all
~Nuka <3
I have already met such amazing people and am truly blessed by that. I realize though that being an SG (though it is a fun thought) is not exactly for me. I think I was doing for attention not because I truly wanted to be naked on the internet. I haven't decided if I am going to strip my hopeful status all together or just leave it up for shits and giggles
...I just think I have been focusing on this site and the attention from it than focusing on things like my art. I need to refocus on things that truly matter in my life right now...I need to get through school and find an amazing job at a video game company...I need to find what inspires me and pushes me forward.
I also see all these amazing girls on the site, who are gorgeous beyond belief and some part of me wants to be like that. I keep trying to be this sexy piece of ass but I'm not...I KNOW I KNOW...I am sexy in my own way...I always like to think of myself as cute sexy...nerdy sexy
hahaha but I kept trying to be something I'm not and I finally figured that out. I am happy I figured that out though so I can focus on being the cute self I am
Don't get me wrong! I will still post pictures and be here with all you awesome and lovely people! I have to support my friends who are still going for the PINK
hehehe...I might even do another photo shoot as a hopeful since I technically have one already planned but instead of trying to be "sexy" I'm just going to go with being me
anyway enough realization for one day...
PICTURES
acting like an idiot with my hello kitty ring pop that I devoured:
anyway! Happy Holidays! Merry Christmas! Whatever you celebrate! also if I was supposed to send you a Christmas present it is going to be late because I have been lazy! sorry! *bow bow* it will happen I swear!!!!
love you all
~Nuka <3
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Revealing yourself and posing naked is an art form within itself, but i hope that you can focus again on creating other works which you enjoy.
The best of luck, and Happy New Years.