ummm...where do I even start?
I got home to GA from my home in PA on Friday. A whole lot of shit happened there. First up was being poked and prodded for 2 days since I had to get all the doctors stuff out of the way before my health insurance stops at the end of this month. I had to go get my eyes checked, teeth fixed, obgyn (bleh
), and talk to my doctor about anxiety I have with travel.
The travel thing is weird because I always LOVED to travel as a kid but I had this awful incident with Amtrak on the way to GA from PA (so a 12 hour train ride) last year where I ended up throwing up for 3 hours and almost froze to death in that frekin train
...anyway...ever since then when I travel to do something important I get really anxious and feel like I am going to puke. It got so bad that on the way up to PA this past week I ended up vomiting outside my car on the way to the airport 
...so my doctor gave me Xanax and said to see a therapist about it since it is obviously psychological. Though this kind of resolves itself in the next part!
I have had a lot of bottled up feelings toward my parents for a while now. I don't really want to put it on the internet but let's just say a lot of shit has happened that I needed to get off my chest...one of the most prominent things was feeling the need to not lie to my parents about stuff like tattoos and piercings since it is very much a part of my life. So I told them about my tattoo and showed them. My dad thought it was beautiful but my mom just kept saying "it's your body" and kind of pouting about it.
After the talk was done they both hugged me and said that they loved me and would always be there for me even if they didn't agree with everything I did...you have no idea how amazing that felt. I couldn't stop crying through most of it... (I am such a cry baby!!!) that talk seemed to lift a huge weight off my chest and I felt 100 times better than before. When traveling back to GA I realized I didn't feel as anxious so I think that talk really helped.
next up was (as you can see by my awesome instagram pics) I got an iPhone! woo! so excited! I have wanted one for a long time now! I got it for my birthday which is coming up on the 20th! *dances around* if you know of any good apps tell me...I have mostly been downloading games though and am now currently obsessed with Cut the Rope which is an adorable game you should check out! SO anyway I think that was enough for one post...so I will leave you with this!
I hope everyone is doing really well! lots of love!!!!
~DW<3
I got home to GA from my home in PA on Friday. A whole lot of shit happened there. First up was being poked and prodded for 2 days since I had to get all the doctors stuff out of the way before my health insurance stops at the end of this month. I had to go get my eyes checked, teeth fixed, obgyn (bleh
), and talk to my doctor about anxiety I have with travel.The travel thing is weird because I always LOVED to travel as a kid but I had this awful incident with Amtrak on the way to GA from PA (so a 12 hour train ride) last year where I ended up throwing up for 3 hours and almost froze to death in that frekin train
...anyway...ever since then when I travel to do something important I get really anxious and feel like I am going to puke. It got so bad that on the way up to PA this past week I ended up vomiting outside my car on the way to the airport ...so my doctor gave me Xanax and said to see a therapist about it since it is obviously psychological. Though this kind of resolves itself in the next part! I have had a lot of bottled up feelings toward my parents for a while now. I don't really want to put it on the internet but let's just say a lot of shit has happened that I needed to get off my chest...one of the most prominent things was feeling the need to not lie to my parents about stuff like tattoos and piercings since it is very much a part of my life. So I told them about my tattoo and showed them. My dad thought it was beautiful but my mom just kept saying "it's your body" and kind of pouting about it.
After the talk was done they both hugged me and said that they loved me and would always be there for me even if they didn't agree with everything I did...you have no idea how amazing that felt. I couldn't stop crying through most of it... (I am such a cry baby!!!) that talk seemed to lift a huge weight off my chest and I felt 100 times better than before. When traveling back to GA I realized I didn't feel as anxious so I think that talk really helped.
next up was (as you can see by my awesome instagram pics) I got an iPhone! woo! so excited! I have wanted one for a long time now! I got it for my birthday which is coming up on the 20th! *dances around* if you know of any good apps tell me...I have mostly been downloading games though and am now currently obsessed with Cut the Rope which is an adorable game you should check out! SO anyway I think that was enough for one post...so I will leave you with this!
I hope everyone is doing really well! lots of love!!!!
~DW<3
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portraitguytwo:
Happy Birthday; I hope you do something to pamper yourself on your special day! 
chefdaddy:
Happy birthday. It is always good to be in good standing with your family. Glad you are already putting your I phone to good use.