nuka

I am second guessing myself. Maybe it's because I had a bad day or whatever but I am having those nagging thoughts, such as, I'm getting to fat, or I am going no where fast. I am running out of money for school and am worried about scholarships. Maybe I am not going in the right direction...but I know deep down I am right where I need to be.
I know I need a job, which has been hard recently due to the money issues. Maybe I am just being silly, but I felt I needed to say something...type something I guess.
Maybe I'm just going crazy hahaha who knows...