nuala

ALGHERO SARDINIA AIRPORT H0607AM

CAN NOT BELIEVE!!!MY BOYFRIEND got up at night and BEAT ME GIVING ME FISTS IN the HEAD SO I TOOK ALL MY suitcases and are NOW ready to go!!!!
A TALE OF TWO YEARS OVER!!!
ON ONE HAND I FEEL A SENSE OF LIBERATION FROM OTHER HURTS ...VERY BADLY ...
OUT of the NIGHT at 4 O'CLOCK in the MORNING UNDER the deluge and GO AWAY
SO ... HOW IT HAD NEVER HAPPENED ...
I'M CRYING AND MY HEAD HURTS UP AROUND MY NECK ...
I'M AFRAID AND THERE I BELIEVE!!!
THE HORRIBLE THINGS THAT I SAID I'M VERY BADLY ....I'D LOVE Already HAVE ARRIVED At Home
AND RANNICCHIARMI IN MY BED WITH A GOOD CUP OF HOT MILK ...
AND INSTEAD I'M HERE ...ALONE WITH THE SORE HEAD AND TEARS THAT FAIL TO STOP COMING OUT ...I DON'T KNOW What To Say When I Return Home ...
I'M AFRAID ...AFRAID THAT IT'S REALLY ALL OVER AND THAT SHOULD AGAIN START MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN ...
For THIS I'VE NEVER OPENED MY HEART To Anyone Because When IT ENDS Is DAMN BAD ...AND THEN THE VIOLENCE ...I NO I HAVE NEVER LIFTED A FINGER TO HIM AND HE HAS BEATEN ME!!!!STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE
I HOPE NOT TO THINK AGAIN ...
AS I NOW SOMEONE THAT I COULD EMBRACE AND THAT WOULD TELL ME THAT ALL IS WELL ...BUT LIFE is so ...IN THE WORST MOMENTS ARE ALWAYS SINGLE!!!
NOW I GO I HAVE A PLANE TO CATCH ...
LIFE SUCKS!!!!